She is my ANGEL(Sequel to Remember Me)

Chapter 11

His hand found her way to my clitoris, rubbing it in slow circles. I closed my eyes and gripped Jason's upper hand, my hips going up under his touch. Soon enough, Jason's lips attached to my neck, kissing it gentle and slow. Unknown sounds were coming from my mouth, half moans, and half shaky breaths. I really did enjoy this, but I do not want to lose my virginity to Jason. I just do not think he really deserved it. He kidnapped me and he forced me to kiss him and I am still afraid of him. Which, I should not, by the way. I know he loves me, but he is just so scary sometimes, it makes me want to run away. Run away from him, and this house, and his friends, and his warm bed, and comfortable hugs, and his irresistible lips. Oh, his lips. I could just kiss them all day. They are just so soft and kissable. And his hugs... His warm and safe hugs. They feel like home. He feels like home. I opened my eyes and looked at his hair. He was kissing my chest. I put my hand over his hand to stop him going further. He lifted his head and looked at me. Our eyes met, and I swear, I could see the love and appreciation he was showing for me being with him. They were no longer a dark color as they were before. They were some kind of honey-brown. And I have never seen them like this before. I loved him even more.

"Jase... Let go." – My hand was on top of his, slowly pulling it out of my panties.

He obeyed, his eyes not leaving mine. He looked like a lost puppy, following his owner's orders. Slowly, I placed it on the bed, next to my body. My hands were on his cheeks right now, and I cupped them, as Jason leaned onto my touch and closed his eyes. He put his forehead against mine, breathing out. This time, I could feel just his minty breath, no cigarettes mixed. And I loved it, even though I think it is kind of hot when he smells like cigarettes and mint. Let's not forget his aftershave and his perfume. Heaven. Pure heaven.

His lips kissed the corner of my mouth, as if he was afraid to kiss my lips. I needed to feel his lips against mine. Not rough, but gently. I wanted a slow kiss, full with love. This time, I moved my head, my lips meeting his. I kissed him gently, just as I wanted to. I let them linger. Just my lips against his. No making out, nothing at all. Just our lips, and a sweet kiss, full with love.

I pulled away and kissed them a couple more times. I continued kissing his cheek and I just wrapped my hands around his neck, pulling him into a hug. I really needed a hug right now. I needed his hug.

"I love you."

There was a long pause, before Jason continued speaking low, his lips right on my ear.

"You do not have to say anything, even though I would love to hear it from you too. I just wanted you to know that I really love you. And I am not going to apologize about my hand earlier, because you do not deserve an apology. It is my job to touch you and make you feel good. You are not allowed to touch yourself without my permission. Are we clear? "– he moved back and looked at me. I nod my head.

"Only if you do not touch me, until I am ready to give myself to you. Are we clear?" – I stared back at him and smiled. He smiled back at me.

"Did you just mock me?" – I shook my head and giggled.

"I think you did." – His smile grew bigger, before he continued speaking.

"And you know what you deserve right now?" – He raised an eyebrow at me, his smile not leaving his face.

I shook my head again and giggled.

"You deserve a punishment angel." – and with that, his hands attacked my sides, as uncontrollable laughs left my mouth, and soon enough, even tears escaped my eyes, but this time, from laughing so hard.

This time, I was crying because I was happy.