Jason's smile disappeared and he just stared blankly at me. I noticed his hand turning into a fist and his body was completely frozen.
"I am sorry. Please do not get mad at me." – I whispered and turned my head towards the sandwich, then took a bite, even though I was not hungry anymore.
He was leaned on my side, slightly touching my thigh with his hand.
"I will see you later in our room." – He whispered back to me and gave my thigh a light squeeze.
This time my whole body froze under his touch and the words he just spoke to me. Did I make a mistake? Maybe I should have not said that to him. Maybe it was early. Maybe he is mad now because it is early. Maybe he wanted to sleep with me before he kills me. Maybe he wanted me to love him before he kills me. Maybe he has not planned how to kill me, yet. Maybe he has. Maybe it is today. Maybe it is tomorrow. Maybe it is this week. Maybe it is this month. Or year. You could never know with Jason. I just hope I will spend more time with him before he kills me.
I snapped out of my thoughts when I heard Shane's voice. Jason was still next to me, the boys were gone and Shane was standing outside the kitchen, asking me am I going to join them to play a game in the living room. I nod my head in response and he left. Now, it was just me and Jason, sitting on the kitchen table. Slowly, I stood up and took the plate in my hands. I went towards the sink and put it in. The sink was full of dishes from the boys. I sighed and pulled the sleeves of my sweatshirt up. Then, I started washing the dishes.
His hand touched my hip and I slightly jumped. My hands started to shake. I did not even notice when he got up and got behind me. His hand traveled under my shirt, to my belly. I closed my eyes and goosebumps formed on my skin. I loved his touch. He could touch anywhere he wanted. His lips kissed my neck, as his right hand got under my shirt too. Both of his cold hands were on my belly, while his lips were kissing my neck. The water was still running in the sink and I had a plate in my hands. The plate slipped from my hands and fell on the ground, shattering in pieces. I opened my eyes and looked at it. Gasp left my mouth and I put my hands over Jason's.
"Let go of me." – The words left my mouth.
Instead of letting me go, he gripped his hands even more.
"I will let go when I want. It is just a stupid plate anyway. Let it. You are not going to pick it up, you can cut yourself."
"But, I did this! It is my fault. Let me clean the mess I made." – I kind of yelled at Jason.
He removed his hands from me and turned me towards him. He was mad.
"Why the fuck do you always need to ruin the moment?! We were good and you had to care about a fucking, stupid, broken plate! Can't you just leave it there?! Nobody cares anyway! God damn it Natalie!" – He went with his fingers through his hair.
"Natalie?" – I did not care that he was yelling.
I wanted to know who Natalie is. Jason looked at me and put his hand over his eyes.
"Get out." – He breathed out, but I did not move a bit.
When he looked at me again, he started yelling.
"I said get the fuck out Avalanna!" – He pointed with his hand towards the door and I ran outside the kitchen.
I bumped into Victor's chest. My head was still down and I could not look up. My eyes were full of tears, my body trembling. Victor's arm wrapped around my shoulder and he gave me a light squeeze.
"Let's go to my room."
I did not really want to go. I was scared that Jason might get even angrier about it. But right now, I did not have voice to even refuse. I did not have the strength to fight back. So, I just went with Victor to his room. But in my mind, the name "Natalie" was still repeating itself again and again.
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