I'm not who you thought I was ( 2nd book )

And now i just sit in silence

( hahahahhaha....... Ya like my TØP reference? No....ok.....)

Madison's POV

I was sitting In a room, everything was hazy, I was alone with only the constant sound of the heart rate monitor to keep me company.
I spotted a clock above the door a few feet away, it read ..
6:20 am?!
No.. It couldn't be... Besides, I don't remember anything.
I don't know where I am, or how I got here.
What is this-

Just then, Dr.smile walked back into the room.
He flashed me a grin and turned his back to me to study the clipboard he had in his hands.then turned back to me. Long silence followed until he finally spoke.
" hello Madison, long time no see. "
I froze and studied him intensely. I can't believe it's him, I can't believe I'm here.
My eyes widened

He got the message that I was shocked, and backed up.
He explained to me how Toby and the rest of the proxies found me. And I had a broken wing. I couldn't believe this...
I stayed silent as he left the room.

Then my adapted hearing kicked in. I listened outside the hospital room for any source of movement at all.
Though I'm not sure if I wanted to hear it. I'm scared.. No one wants be back here. No one needs me I'm not quite sure why toby and the other proxies decided to carry me back.
Toby doesn't love me, he's with that bitch clockwork last time I checked.
Marissa has probably found new friends.
Jeff, one of my best friends, probably just is off on a spree, again. He's an ass but he was my ass friend.my ass buddy,
My kick ass killing bud.
I could ramble on and on about how special each and every single one of these members were an important part of the CP family. Though I'm not even sure if they consider me family anymore. I left them for years...
I can't believe I'm here I can't believe this is happening right now. This.. Is this even reality? No.. Yes..?

I looked around for the doctor, he was in the very back of the office. His face was buried in paper work.
Surely he won't notice me....

One foot over the other I slid out of bed, Cautious of my bandaged wing.
I ripped out the Ivs, small grunts followed behind them.
I had to keep my sound level down.
Once I had everything fixed up, I walked out of the CP infirmary,
Just to find myself In The mansion. I never thought I'd see this place again.
The sweet smell of dried blood, and waffle batter rushed over me. The typical smell due to all of our sprees, dead bodies, organs, and waffles that are always cooked in this place.

And after all this, I couldn't help but maybe think, maybe everyone's asleep.. Could I escape..?
Surely my wing isn't that bad..
I had barely enough room to spread my huge wings, and I flapped them.. Or not.
After a few feet off the ground I fell in pain. This broken wing is a bitch.
And the thud of my body woke the restless house.
about 3 people ran to the source
Sally was the first to notice me, and pointed.
" it's MADI ! MADI MADI MADI!"
She exclaimed as she jumped up and down.
Me and Sally used to play together, lots of tea parties and fun little games. Even laughing jack would join us sometimes! He supplied the candy..

Sally run back up the stair case. Oh fuck.
She grabbed someone's attention, I could feel their feet shuffle around the corner of the stairs as they came down.
Shit shit shit shit shit what do I do

I felt their presents behind me, and the state that held on my back. I wasn't faced towards the two.
Their weight shifted as they walked to me
" m-Madison..." A stuttering voice gasped.

It was Toby..

He walked over to me, standing over me and I turned over. Our eyes locked. He helped me to my feet and wrapped me in a hug. I hugged back even though it hurt more than anything..
I need him to be mine again I want him..
He's all I had left and he chose clockwork.

After hugged for a long time, Marissa ran down the stairs.
Toby let me go and I out reached for my cousin.., my bestfriend.
" hi..." I breathed
She tested up and pulled my from my wrists into her arms.
" don't YOU DARE EVER FUCKING LEAVE ME AGAIN. "
She cried hot tears into my shoulder.
This is when I knew I was wrong..
People want me around.

Maybe I should stay a while after all..