"Wake up sleepy head." I open my eyes to see my annoying ass best friend next to me on my bed.
"Hails, seriously shut up and leave me alone. I'm trying to sleep. Don't you have some modeling to do or something?"
"No. I don't. But you, you have a date tonight with Selena and I have to help you get prepared."
I took a look over at the clock it was 10 am.
"You're crazy, I'm going back to bed."
"Cmon Justin I just wanna hang out before you go, pleasee." She said dragging on the e.
Hailey is my best friend, she's always been there for me, supported me. I really don't know what I would do without her. She's really helped me become a better person over the last couple of years and just put me back on track to what I am supposed to be doing. Which is making music for my fans.
"Hurry up, I may or may not have made you breakfast." she smirked and I grinned and kissed her forehead.
"Thanks angel."
Not gonna lie, me and Haileys had our moments. We've kissed here and there, we might have possibly had sex. But let's be real.. what best friends never experimented before? A lot have, and I think it's completely normal. I don't think it's wrong, and it hadn't made anything awkward for us. But I wouldn't date her.. I don't wanna loose the bond we have. It's special to me, she's special to me. And plus I'm working on getting my Selena back so she's the only girl I'm focused on right now. I'm just hoping everything goes well, If it does I'm asking her to spend Christmas and New Years with me and my family. If she turns it down I'll be pretty disappointed. Anything can happen.
Walking down stairs to my kitchen, Hailey , had all food laid out for us to eat breakfast.
"Damn, you must have been hungry, to have made all this. You're either pregnant, or it's that time of the month." I chuckled.
"Ha Ha very funny, neither. I just thought why not. But are you excited for tonight?"
"Yeah, I mean I'm kinda nervous too you know? She still has that place in my heart hails, it's like I just can't let her go."
"Well, if it doesn't work out, you just know it wasn't meant to be Jay, you're the sweetest, loving, caring person I know. Any girl would be lucky to have you. She'd really be missing out on the best."
She always knew how to make me feel better about myself, I know my worth and I'm not going to let some girl get the worst of me. Even if it was my first love, I'm not going to let it happen."
"You're the best friend anyone could ask for hails."
"I know, now eat up! We got places to be." She giggled.
There's not much trouble going out in public with Hailey, at first of course the dating rumors spread. But once everyone saw I was still hooked on Selena they realized we were just best friends. I mean there's absolutely nothing wrong with being close with another girl, even if you like someone else is there? I hope not...
Hailey decided we should go to the beach and chill and tan. Nothing's wrong with that right? Of course the paparazzi followed us trying to cause drama in the press and TRY and start dating rumors but only idiots will truly believe it even though I already addressed the rumor numerous times.
"Jay come put the lotion on my shoulders and back."
"Yup" I said grabbing the bottle, squirting the lotion into my hands and rubbing it onto her back.
Not going to lie, Hailey is smoking hot. She really is the total package. I don't know why God didn't put her first before Selena. Maybe we would have ended up dating. But then again maybe she was just meant to be my best friend and nothing more.
After I'm done I lay beside her on the bench and take out my phone. Thought it was appropriate to take a picture with her.
"Hails look." I said trying to get her attention.
"Noo your selfie taking skills have gotten horrible." she says grabbing for my phone.
"They have not!" I say snatching my phone away.
"They totally have! Just let me take it and watch it come out so perfect. I'm pro at this cmon." She starts pouting.
"Fine, it better come out as perfect as you or else." I said with a smirk only to tease her.
"Shut up and let's take it already." She laughed.
We took many and me being the nicest out of both of us, I let her choose the picture that I would post.
"Here post this one, and send this one to me." choosing a different photo for herself.
"You posting that one?"
"No, just for memories keep." She said with a smile.
"That's cute." I said going down to lay my head on her stomach. She placed her hand on my head and started playing with my hair and it felt so damn good.
I went on Instagram and picked the picture she wanted me to post and captioned it, "she said my selfie game was weak. :p" Then tagging her in it then posting it. Instantly comments and likes came rolling in. Just from habits, I took a look at the comments. Things like "omg Jailey" "What about Selena?" "Please date, she's so much nicer to you." "Drop Selena, get over her!"
"You're such a fool!" Hailey giggled hitting my arm snapping me out of my thoughts.
I think she could tell something was up by the way I had just a blank expression on my face. She wrapped her arms around my neck and kissed my cheek. "Hey, don't get so wrapped up in all of that Jay, you're better then that and I know you are. Don't let them affect your day, it's not healthy and it's not going to do you any good."
"I know, you're right. I mean it's like they either hate you or they hate Selena.. and it's not right. I just wish they were happy with whatever decision I made, even if it's the wrong one, let me learn from it. It's all apart of growing up and it's not helping me do so when I have majority of the worlds eyes on my every move. it's hard."
"Yeah I know, you've been in this for a long time. I don't think you really got to experience growing up as a normal teenager, none of us did. We grew up with fame.. and sometimes it gets the best and worst of us. We signed up for it. So now, we have to to pay the price of what comes with it you know?"
"I couldn't ask for a better best friend Hails, I love you so much."
"I'm always here for you, consider me your number one fan." She giggled.
"you're a cutie." I chuckled checking my phone for the time.
