And He Calls Me Moonlight Too

Can't thank him enough

Sorry this firt chapter is so long.. There will be some rough language in this one..🙊

Ariana's POV

My phone rang and it said caller unknown. I didn't want to pick up but I wanted to be sure that nothing had happened to my family or anything so I picked up anyway.

It was one of my exes Jai.. He told me not to hang up because he would know where to find me, everywhere I go. I got scared so I didn't hang up the phone. He started yelling at me.. He told me I was the biggest whore ever and that I was a cheating, lying bitch and that nobody would ever love me.

His words cut deeper than a knife. He already broke my heart but the things he said to me were so mean, I was shocked.. These words come from the guy who once loved me so much... My FIRST real love.. We were gonna grow old together..

I started crying but he didn't stop. He was hoping that I got raped and beaten because I was an ugly, worthless fuck.

I made myself as small as I possibly could and sat in a corner of my dressingroom. Tears streaming down my face. I didn't know what to say back so I just kept listening..

He told me I was useless and I might aswell just die. I can't sing, I'm not a nice person and I don't deserve to live.

The words kept going through my head and I was crying so loud but I didn't care. Not even if the whole world could hear me cry. I've never felt this bad before..

Memories of Jai and me flashed through my mind and I thought maybe he's right.. Maybe I am all of the things he says I am..

Then Ricky walked into my dressingroom. He probably heard me crying and came to see if I was okay. Well, obviously I'm not.

The minute he saw me crying in the corner he sat next to me and pulled me close to him. He put his arms around me and hugged me thight. He then took my phone and started talking to Jai. Jai tried to convince Ricky that I was an ugly bitch but then Ricky started to rant.

Ricky: "No, she isn't ugly, she's beautiful. Just because you chose not to see the beauty in someone doesn't make them ugly. You have no right to call a girl ugly. You don't know how much that can scar their self esteem. She has just as many feelings as you do. Just because someone can call you ugly and you can take it as a joke, doesn't mean she can. She is beautiful in every way. If you believe you have the right to call a girl ugly.. I'm sorry.. Just look at her man! She's fucking gorgeous. Now back off!" Then he suddenly hung up the phone.

"Oh my god Ariana I'm so sorry that you had to go through this.. You're none of the things he said. Please don't think that you are because really, you are NOT! What he said is horrible and I hope that you can forget about it as time passes. I am always here for you. Please know that." He said looking me straight into my eyes.

Omg that was the sweetest thing a boy has ever said about me! Ricky's so cute. I'm so happy to have him in my life. I can't thank him enough for defending me..

I hug him thight and smile from ear to ear.  He smiles back. His smile is the cutest thing I've ever seen! And he's so hot ugh...

Ricky asks me one more time if I'm okay and when I say that I am, he leaves because he needs to get ready for the show. He winks at me before he closes the door.

I've been done with Jai for a long time and me and Sean split up about 3 weeks ago. I really like Ricky but he's my backup dancer.. What should I do... He probably doesn't even like me back.

I quickly force the thoughts of him out of my mind. But it's too late. I can't stop thinking about the things he said about me. And his body.. And his smile.. Ugh he's perfect!

Ariana let's be real now.. I think to myself. You're famous and famous people are supposed to date famous people. Not backup dancers. He's your employee.. I need to find some famous prick that doesn't give a shit about me because that's how dating works when you're famous. It's mostly business-related.

I'm walking around in my dressingroom while thinking.

My manager comes in and tells me 5 more minutes until I have to perform my last Honeymoon Tour. I'm so excited but sad at the same time.. I will miss my babes so much!

I choose a pair of cat ears to wear and walk out my dressingroom. I accidently bump into someone.
It's Ricky!

"Oh my god I'm so sorry I wasn't paying attention I was just..." I stop talking because I get lost in his beautiful brown eyes.

" Ari it's totally fine! It was my fault anyway. I'm excited for the last show and I was just running around trying to calm down a little" he chuckles.

I love it when he calls me Ari

I help him up and he keeps holding on to my hand even when I started walking. I didn't mind at all so we walked to the rest of the crew while holding hands.

"Hey guys! Y'all are getting close I see" Brian said with a big smirk on his face

Brian always teases me

The whole crew starts laughing and I immediately let go of Ricky's hand. I feel that I'm turning red and I quickly change the subject.

"Who wants to give a little speech before we get up on that stage for the last time?"