Falling For Him (Completed)

Chapter :28

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I walk into his room. A little nervous. Would he have heard what I said? Does he remembers it? I kinda hope he did, because then it would be easier for me and then I won't have to do it again, that would be embarrassing because he wouldn't be sleeping and kinda hope that he doesn't remember it because boy would it be awkward now.

''Hey'' I whisper. He looks better but not good.

''Hey.'' He replies with a smile. Damn that voice and the smile. I've bee waiting so long to hear that voice and that smile, oh gosh it melts me. Damn it. Get it together Saph.

I awkwardly stand beside the door. He looks at me amused then pats the space next to him on the bed. I slowly walk towards him and take the seat.

He looks at me and look down.

''How are you feeling now?'' I ask.

''I'm good.''

''That's good.''

''Hmm.''

''So you race huh?''

''So you love me huh?''

''What..? ''

''Come on don't act. I was asleep but I could hear everything. ''

''You.. you could? Huh. Well then you know the answer.''

''I wanna hear it.''

''Or else.?''

''Or else I'll go away forever.''

That made me put my finger on his lips and shush him.

''Don't ever say that or do it again. Don't leave me again Tyler. You don't know what you did to me! You scared me to death Damn it. Do you even how worried I was..? I mean are you kidding me ? I thought that I lost you forever. Damn it Bradshaw! You should know you could hurt people like that and '' by now my tears were pouring like there is no end and I was sobbing ''and- and you think it's funny? So you joke about leaving -''

I was cut off with his fingers pressed to my trembling lips.

''Shhhh. I'm sorry babe, stop crying now. I'm here now aren't I and I'm all well and I'm not going anywhere. I just wanted to hear those word. I just wanted to know if what you said was for real or in the spur of the moment. But it's okay I -''

''I love you Tyler. '' I cut him off.

''You do? ''

''Yeah.''

''Cool. Want to know something really cool?'' He asked.

Is he crazy? Cool? Shouldn't he tell me what he feels. Is it his meds?
I gave him a curious look asking him to continue.

''I love this girl. She has the most beautiful eyes like the amazon, her golden locks are so soft, she is so cute. But the thing is she doesn't know about my feelings, she doesn't know how much she affects me, she doesn't know that by making me fall in love again, she changed the world for me. She accepted me for who I am now and not judging me on my past. Do you wanna know about my past? Well then listen. I was a bastard an asswhole, a jerk and what not. I dated this girl called Jacqueline and I didn't even realised that I had fallen in love with her. But initially I didn't dated her because I liked her. Rather I dated her because I wanted to take a revenge on his brother, Luke. I wanted to take a revenge for my sister Rose. My Rose loved Luke so much that she couldn't bare the fact that he had been cheating on her for months. So she killed her self slowly. She never told anyone of us that she had found out about that bastard. She kept that thing to herself and that secret ate her from the inside. She got depressed and one day just like that she took her life . She left all of us. '' he paused to breath.

I hadn't realised that I've been crying. I'm crying because he is in love with some girl that's not me and I'm crying for him and rose. I'm so pathetic.

''So I decide that I'll date lukes sister. I'll use her and torture her. She was an innocent soul. She fell for me. When it was time to destroy her by making videos and what not I realised that I loved her. But you know what ? I still chose to destroy her and I did. The videos went viral and the photographs were everywhere. When she got to know it was me who did it, she couldn't belive it. She was shocked. And now she is mentally unstable. She gets nightmares, she's got depression and she is still in shock. She had no fault in whatever happened to Rose. I feel guilty now. That's why I am not capable of love, I'm not capable of any such thing, I'm a monster and thus I'm not capable for the girl.''

I took in some air at what he said and tried not to choke or sob.

''Want to know who that girl is?''

Noooo
I just shrugged.

''It's .... you.''

What? Did I heard him right? Me? I looked at him direct in his eyes.

''I love you Sapphire Angela Aniston. You made the impossible, possible for me. You made me fall in love. I never thought I'll be able to get to love someone. I still don't feel that confident and I'm always sacred that I might hurt you but still I don't want to be apart from you. I want to love you. And I want you to love me too.''

''I will always love you, Tyler.'' I breathed. ''Kiss Me. ''

And with that being said he kissed me hard. It was everything everything a kiss should be. Electrifying, sparkling, lustfull, it was like fireworks and butterflies and all those clichés. I love being in love.