i want to die
like i hate school so much just let me escape from this hell like @god please i dont need to know how to draw a correct rhombus like fuck off m8
SOMEBODY STOLE MY CAR RADIO
also im reading a wolfstar fic that potatoyoghurt wrote ( bc i am potatoyoghurt trash ) and it's so so good i love it i love wolfstar like bi remus lupin?? fuck yes man
i feel like a constellation
also tw: therapy and mental health but yesterday i went to my therapist and he was like "how are you today?" and i was having a manic episode so i was likwe "I AM AMAZING I AM THE MOST INCREDIBLE PERSON IN THE WORLD I CAN DO ANYTHING I WANT TO RUN A MARATHON IM GOING TO ACCOMPLISH EVERYTHING BECAUSE I AM THE MOST POWERFulL BEING ON THE PLANET" and he mistook my mania for happiness and was like "wow you're happy again!" like,,, no im not happy?? youre a fucking psychiatrist you should know what mania is and whta happiness is??
anyways i apologize for the typos im a shitty typer and i dont use autocorrect
but guess what!! i have good news!! like it's already halfway through the school year and im not dead like?? holy shit im so fucking proud of myself holy fucking shit
ugh there was this person that i used to date but her parents found out about us and made us break up but that was months ago but wow i miss her fuck
she has a mettaton haircut now and it looks so good on her i cri
i feel so Needy todsy i hate my mental illnesses ugh
im so fucking emo like my chemical romance was such an amazing band like they were so influential and they have changed the world and no band will ever come close to what that band has done for me they hold a special place in my heart holy shit mcr is so good and like!!! gerard way is this adorable little woodland pixie and i love them and theyre so supportive when it comes to mental illness and gender and sexuality and they are so kind and pure like they dealt with anxiety and like they dealt with addiction and frank!! my small tinie son and fuckinG RAY MY ANGEL MY PURE PURE SON WHEN HE RELEASED THAT SONG WHEN LEELAH ALCORN DIED IT WAS SO GOOD I LOVE HIM AND ALSO MIKEY MY STAR CHILD HE IS SO GOOD AND SOFT AND PURE AND LIKE HE DEServes so much recognition like?? he's dealt with anxiety ansd depression and addiction and he's recovered too like?? my baby my aNGEL and also the lyrics from this band are so revolutionary like their lyrics have fucking changed my life like??
"you're just a sad song with nothing to say about a lifelong wait for a hospital stay" like l e t m e l i v e
"the hardest part is letting go if your dreams" gOt tta bvla st!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
"from the lights, to the pavement, from the van, to the floor, from backstage, to the doctor, from the earth to the morgue" shh shh its okay im nOT cryiNg
"if you look in the mirror and don't like what you see, you can find out firsthand what it's like to be me" oh no geRARAD NO ITS IOJAY
"fame is now injectable" well sHit
"sometimes I see flames and sometimes I see people that I love dying" c h i l l m a n d o n t d o t h i s t o m e
"i can't ever wake up" S H U T T H E F U C K U P
"i am not afraid to keep on living, i am not afraid to walk this world alone" I m noytfc cruryingf ikm juyst sweatib g out of my ehsz
also can we just fucking talk about the lyric "life is but a dream for the dead" like shut the fuck up dont you maKe me question my entire existence like tbh it reminds me of that line "living's just a waste of death" from get busy living or get busy dying and they're both lyrics that Fuck me Up like woqw death seem s so goo sd
mcr really fucks me up likem c hjilk
