"Hey Jacob?" I ask. He looks over at me and pauses his call of duty game. "Yeah?"
"Would you ever kiss anyone this young?" He cocks his head to the left, then smiles. "No, but if you would like I could...kiss you right now....." I look at him with a devilish look. Of course I wouldn't turn an offer like that down...even though I haven't had my first kiss and I probably suck at it!
"You wouldn't dare!" I say to him jokingly. He smiles and walks over to me. "Would you like that?" He asks. I feel my face get red and lower my head. "I guess..." He lifts my head up with his fingers and leans toward me, giving me no time to prepare. Suddenly his lips are on mine and he softly kisses me.
It lasted for about two or three minutes which felt like ten minutes! He lightly pulled away and smiled. I smiled back. Wow...that was ....pretty good! He looks at the clock. Then back at me.
"Well you better get home or your mom will get worried about you. I really liked that. But don't tell anyone about it! If my mom found out I kissed you, she'll be pissed!" He laughs and so do I. "Yeah well, my mom could throw a stove if she found out!" I smile and grab my bag. "Well...see you tomorrow I guess." I tell him. "Bye sweet heart!" I turn around. "Excuse me?" "Oh, was I not supposed to say that?" I shake my head at him and walk out of his room.
I walk into the house and smell tacos. "Mmm! Smells like tacos for dinner!" I walk into the kitchen and my mom turns around. "Oh hi honey! Yep my famous tacos!" She jokes and smiles. I walk over and start helping. "How was it over there?" She asks me while putting another taco on the pan. "Pretty good! I found out that Jacob likes playing Call of Duty." And he's a good kisser.. I think to myself.
"Well that's cool! Hey, uh, your dad called while you were over there." I look at her emotionless. "Well you know I don't want him coming back or else what happened will happen again! You know he'll get drunk, bring a friend back, and bam! It's happened!" She looks at me worried.
"Well you might want to consider this one. He told me he would get us out of this small house and into a slightly bigger one if he could at least see you for a day! You never know, people change!" She tells me. I put a taco on the pan and dry my hands.
"I'm going to Jacobs. Text me when dinner is done." I grab my bag and head over there.
*****
"So, why don't you like your dad?" Jacob asks. I sit on his bed next to him. "Well, when I was four my dad had a friend over and my dad went out and got drunk then came back home and beat me. My mom was working over night at her job and so she couldn't stop anything that happened. Later that night, my dad told me to go to bed and so I went in my room and went to sleep."
"At around three a.m. my dads friend woke me up and carried me out to the couch. He then practically raped me." He looks at me with wide eyes and takes my hand. "Wow! You've gone through a lot of shit!" I look at his big blue eyes. "Yeah. At that time, I didn't know what he was doing so I went along with it. I just wish my dad wasn't so stupid and ha-" I was cut off by Jacob smashing his lips to mine.
My eyes were wide open but eventually I relaxed. My phone started buzzing and I try to pull away. He lets go of me and I pull out my phone dumbfounded. Honey, dinners done! My mom texts me. I text back saying I'll be over soon.
Jacob looks at me. "What was that for?!" I ask him. "What? I can't kiss you?" I look at him wide eyed. "Not out of the blue! We aren't even dating!" He starts blushing and I get up off the bed. "We barely know each other!" I leave his room and walk down the stairs and say bye to his mom.
