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songfic! ken kaneki | tragedy

songfic! ken kaneki | tragedy
x female
Tragedy - DIGY feat KIRSH

Need a little bit of green
Just to lay my head to sleep

You were a ghoul that worked for Aogiri, you'd only just been recruited. You were skeptical of the other ghouls since you'd been very quiet living your life, only eating those of suicide victims. You'd noticed a familiar ghoul by the name of Kaneki Ken, he wasn't a stranger to you at all.

Actually, he and Hide once commented of your extreme beauty when they'd seen you at Anteiku once, they especially thought you (e/c) eyes were gorgeous. But you were very secretive about how you lived and how you were but you started talking to the two more, neither knowing you were ghoul.

We've let each other go
But my mind still intervenes

Kaneki was most surprised when he saw you and he felt this was a perfect chance to capture your heart. You both talked about books and human life a lot, it was nice to have someone around from your past and before you knew it, you were both falling madly in love with each other which was quite dangerous for a ghoul.

You huddled up on the roof of the base, watching Kaneki train with Ayato, smiling softly. "Can't seem to get you out of my mind." You whispered to yourself, realising your feelings for the white haired ghoul.

...

One time, both of you were discussing the last like usual when he started to talk about how he forgot what it feels like to be happy. "Can't seem to remember what it's like to feel fine." He told you, staring at his cup of coffee as you looked up shocked, this did disappoint you and made you harden up; this is why you never wanted to get close with anyone.

...

"Need a little bit of green, just to lay my head to sleep." You told him, that was your secret to relaxation, to stop you constant nightmares was to lay underneath the stars on cold yet soft grass. He laid beside you with a smile before grasping your hand in his.

"We've let each other go but my mind still intervenes." You didn't understand what he meant and before you could ask him, he kissed you lightly on the lips but it soon became for of passion and longing.

Can't seem to get you
Out of my mind

That was the start of a blooming relationship, it wasn't perfect but it was something. You both couldn't do much about it since the situation you were both in, could a romantic relationship ever succeed in Aogiri?

Can't seem to remember
What it's like to feel fine

...
Oh my, oh my

His touch sent electric shocks down your body and his kisses were soothing, it was heated but it was passionate. Kankei had you pinned to a cement wall and was exploring your mouth with his tongue, it wasn't forced but you both needed a break from your responsibilities.

"The things this does to me." You whispered into his ear, your fingers running through his silky white hair.

Oh my, oh my
Feeling like I can't breathe