i need to be skinnier

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I want someone to find me beautiful.

I want somebody to understand how I'm feeling.

I'm waiting for someone to come along and tell me I'm good enough, but that someone has not yet come.

I hate the way the whole world passes by me.

I hate the feeling so small, worthless, pointless.

I can't understand what I did... what I said that suddenly meant I'd never amount to as much as the others around me.