My life Story

Chapter 33

Chapter 33

Gerard: I promise Sarah I will not tell anyone your trust means a lot to me and I'm never going to break and that's a promise either I said yes or no

Sarah: I feel relaxed after I heard Gerard speak so I decided to tell him

Gerard I'm pregnant I'm two weeks pregnant I don't want Cris to know that's the baby belongs to him

He hurts me a lot and when he come to ask for forgiveness he hurts me more by saying he's not ready to take the next step
He refused to make just a promise

I will not lie on you I still love him and I will never stop because the baby will let me remember him but if you ready to accept me and my baby as his father I will promise to move on

Gerard: I love you Sarah and I'm here for you your baby will be mine and I will never hurts you like Cristiano do and I'm not rushing you to be with me

I'm not asking you for anything even if you don't be with me seeing you in the morning more important to me I love you more than you think

Cris : it's been 3 months since Sarah and Gerard announced they are officially a couple I was so idiot I lost her and now I discovered how much I love her

Junior is so sad since she go he won't even play with his toys he don't eat with  appetites like before so I let Katie calling her asking if could bring junior to her

Sarah: Katie called saying Cris will bring junior to me I didn't see him from the day he told me he can't take the next step

So I'm  14 weeks pregnant I don't know when I see him what will happen the door knocked and I opened it junior run and hugged me I take his bag  from Cris

He said he brings all junior's things and he going to take him in a day or two

Cris: I look at Sarah and realized I lost an angel she looks like she got some weight or oh no she maybe pregnant  she noticed I look at her stomach she smiled and said I'm pregnant

I froze on my spot I can't even breath normally I feel like the world crashes on me

Is it Gerard baby or mine ?!! I said hoping the child is mine

Sarah: Cris if it's your child  you would know it's Gerard baby and I'm so happy with him every thing between us is over just junior between us now

Cris: I leave her and gone I drive and go to training I'm so lost I  didn't even kick the ball the coach told  me to go rest tomorrow is a hard game

I go and bye wine and beer I go to the house and started to drink everything was hurting and that was the only thing right for now I drink a half bottle of wine and four beers

Sergio: the game about to start in an hour and Cris don't answer his phone and he doesn't come so the coach Rafa and me decided to go to his house

We knocked and no one opened to us then his servant come he was at the market we saw Cris sleeping on the couch and alcoholic drinks around him

I poor some water on his face the coach order him to take a shower and tomorrow in training he will speak with him tomorrow

It's been a week and Cris is still drinking and the coach suspends him from playing I decided to go and speak with him

Cris: Sergio come and speak with me I told  him I miss Sarah so much and I know what I did wrong but for me it's good things I don't know what will modify me to stop please help me Sergio

Sergio: I'm here amigo and I'm never going to leave you alone I'm sure we can work this out I'm sure
For your son he don't deserve to lose his father

Gerard: since Sarah see Cristiano and she is not so good I see she still loves him I'm not going to make her not happy if she told me she wants to go back to Cristiano I'm never going to stop her

Sarah: I think that I'm not in love with Cris anymore but I was wrong when I see him every felling back to me I'm so idiot  but Gerard done a lot of things for me and he don't deserve to left out

So I decided after I give birth to make a move with Gerard he deserves the best oh God please make me do the right thing
Tomorrow Cris is coming to take junior I will miss him so much