Drink The Party Poison

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Year 2013. Yea time has gone bye hasn't it old friend? Well I have the most beautiful, smart, girlfriend named Nikki Wyse. Man she is just the best and I wish I could tell her about me have ADHD but I think.. Wait I know she will think I'm weird and break up with me. So I don't know anymore. I hope she'll stay with me through high school we have been going out for I think like 6 months now. Our one year anniversary is in February I think, don't quote me on that. I want to have Nikki tell her part of entering the enigma of Blayze Gomez. I should and will have a chapter of this story having Nikki writing about us meeting about ever since we met. Tomorrow is the 4th of July and she wants me to hang out with her and I really want to but I know what my parents are gonna do they are going to say no(as usual). So my artwork I've done like 2 or 3 tattoos just over spring break o I went to Impact Wrestling TNA Lockdown fan access. I met TONS of wrestlers there. But I finally met the original Charismatic ENIGMA JEFF HARDY. I went up to him and I showed him both drawings I did of 2 of his tattoos, he has on his neck and I gave that to him and then I showed him the drawing of his tattoo on his arm and he was so amazed. It was great to meet him and really want to talk to him more than five minutes.
Last entry of July 3rd 12:41 A.M. 2013. The next day July 5 3:44 A.M. 2013. There's been nothing really to do but stay in and wright because my family doesn't have any money and I don't have any money. Been outside working out, some people call me crazy cause I stay outside in Texas weather. Just been board a lot, been drawing just recently I met Adam Iregoyen from Shake It Up. He was pretty cool then I went around in a purple mask and took pictures with people. Still haven't seen Nikki unless you count dreams and what little pictures I have. Friends are everywhere in the U.S. so I can't talk to them. Either then that trying to go to Corpus Christi and get some new dog tags from the Lexington but that won't happen. The way I know is because my family doesn't have money and if we did we sure as hell won't because no one cares enough to do that. Volentered at the YMCA to help with kids at the daycare and in the pool with swimming lessons. But either than that everything has been quiet and sad. When I say sad is cause even though I'm helping people it doesn't help me, I just put on a fake smile and roll with it until I get a brake. Like with school this past year just put a fake smile on and rolled with it. That's what I do now make it seem like I'm happy when I'm not. Any questions? No? Okay I have some songs to wright down Modest to the top
Modest at the top

Straight to the top
And then keep on headin' up
Stars shine for why
We should give a ****
About what is real
And how real is still
The only way for us
To feel the pain it's
Sometimes deals
In a way that survives
The struggles we face
In this life there's a lot
Time can't erase

Showcase
The skills you were
Given at birth
Live your life here
For what it's worth
Show all the
Style you perfect in life
Show all the way
To make it right

Make it
To the top of Mt.Profession
Rule it
'til you feel there's nothing more
For you to do
Or say
None of you better get in my way
Comin' down
If you do you'll be back on level ground

Modest to the top
Modest at the top

Features that keep your head up high
I am a star that shines for why
We should give a thought to our life
In the way we live both day and night
We are the world's numerous cells
Let's keep it laughter to save ourselves
In a way that can read our planet's face
In this life there's a not time can't erase

Showcase
The skills you were
Given at birth
Live your life here
For what it's worth
Show all the
Style you perfect in life
Show all the way
To make it right

Make it
To the top of Mt.Profession
Rule it
'til you feel there's nothing more
For you to do
Or say
None of you better get in my way
Comin' down
If you do you'll be back on level ground

Modest to the top
Modest at the top
Still modest past the top

If you're tired or thirsty at the top
Sleep or drink fast to receive the pop
In a way that stands out for the crowd
In this game there's a lot they won't allow
In a way that survives the struggles we face
In this life there's a not time can't erase

Showcase
The skills you were
Given at birth
Live your life here
For what it's worth
Show all the
Style you perfect in life
Show all the way
To make it right

Make it
To the top of Mt.Profession
Rule it
'til you feel there's nothing more
For you to do
Or say
None of you better get in my way
Comin' down
If you do you'll be back on level ground

Race to the top then keep heading up
From life ----
From boos and chants of disrespect I am a son with an online neck

Modest past the top (past the top)
Here is the second song

Another me is what there will never be,
another life like this you'll never see,

Another me is what there will never be,
another life like this you'll never see,
another day is all i think about,
equal we are when time runs out,
another memory i seem to be,
in a life-long game of monopoly.
Another direct line i want to bend,
another form of disease i want to end, i want to end,

Another day is all i think about,
Equal we are when time runs out,
another memory i seem to be,
in a life-long game of monopoly,
Thank you heavenly,
for my health and history,
if there comes a time in which i die,
before i wake i know my soul,
you will take care of and guide through,
leaving Earth to meet you,

Another me is what there will never be,
anothe life like this you'll never see,
Another day is all i think about,
equal we are when time runs out,
another memory i seem to be,
in a life-long game of monopoly,
Another direct line i want to bend,
another form of disease i want to end,
i want to end.
Sickness is armageddon,
i prepare your eulogy,
Wiz, i'm not,
our father, who chills in heaven,
i worship you and your creation,
Thank you heavenly,
for my health and history,
if there comes a time,
in which i die before i wake,
i know my soul,
you will take care of and guide through,
Leaving Earth to meet you,
Another series is what i want to play,
another problem i dont need today,
another choice is what i want to choose,
Equal we are when time will lose,
another plant is what i want to grow,
another way is how i want to go,
another direct sign,
i want to sin,
another form of disease i want to end,
i want to end,

Death i want to die,

Another smell is what i want to see,
Another change in ways of history,
Another nap is what i need to take,
equal we are in time only,
Another line is what i need to write,
Another sound is what i need tonight,
Another life is where i cannot lie,
Another case of if i want to die,

Death i want to die,

Another me is what there will never be,
Another life like this you'll never see,
Another day is all i think about,
Equal we are when time runs out,
Death i want to die,
Another form of disease i want to die,
i want to die.