Getting him back

I'm sorry

~Losing him will always haunt me~
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"Jay i-I'm sorry I'm so sorry" I cried holding my hands out to grab his hands "no don't fucking touch me don't ever touch me" he backed away from me looking at me in disgust "I never wanna see you again Roman" he hissed turning around walking straight out the door and not looking back.

*skip to a few months later lets get this story on the road shall we*

"Roman your coffee is ready" a voice yelled I smiled softly and got up walking to the counter and grabbed my coffee "thank you have a nice day" I smiled and turned around only to bump into someone causing my coffee to spill all over my shirt "fucking hell this is new" I mumbled and looked up only to meet two eyes I thought I'd never see again he backed up a little "Roman?" He shook his head and looked at my shirt "oh god Roman I'm sorry I mean" he scratched his neck and looked around "it's okay Jay" I looked down then at him "oh Roman you look so" he paused "different" I blushed and looked down "BABY" a voice squealed I looked up to see a girl wrapping her arms around Jays neck kissing all over his cheek as he smiled "baby" he pulled her away from him and looked at me as I smiled awkwardly "hi" I mumbled looking at the girl next to Jay she just rolled her eyes and looked back at Jay "I'll go get a seat for us babe" she kissed him and walked away leaving me and Jay "I'm sorry about your shirt Roman hey um give me your phone" I reached into my back pocket and pulled out my phone handing it to him he smiled and started typing "here's my number I promise I'll pay you back for that shirt"  he winked and started walking to where his girlfriend sat.

"Oh my god oh my god" i thought walking to my car and getting in "out of all coffee shops it has to be this one"  i put my hands on my head then lifted it pulling my phone out and dialing my best friend Andrea's number "hey boo" she answered I sighed loudly "girl you won't believe what happened just now" I ran my fingers through my hair stressed "Jay was at the coffee shop I was just at" i breathed out quickly "OH MY GOD YOURE LYING" Andrea screamed I pulled the phone away from my ear "girl if you don't chill, and no I'm not lying and he also has" I mumbled softly " a girlfriend" i can hear her sitting up on her bed "oh you have to be lying" she laughed sarcastically "is she hot or naw" i can almost see her smirking playfully "you're suppose to be on my side you're making this hard for me" I groaned laying my head back on my seat "well he's my best friend too I can't just trash talk him and his future wife" she laughed loudly "okay you're not helping I'm going to hang up now" I glared at my steering wheel "oh girl you don't have to be salty you know he still loves you" I rolled my eyes "why would he love someone who hurt him so horribly" I bit my lip and hung up.