Getting him back

I lied

I lied to keep you from breaking my heart
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*Roman*
"It's been a year Roman it's time to move on" Amber whispered "yeah she's right for once" Andrea said making Amber hit her arm "do you want to fight me" Andrea hissed "guys chill" I rolled my eyes and looked at them, they don't really get along much, and yeah it's been a year since I've seen Jay after my little...accident he basically told me he can't be with me ever and it still hurts to this day but yes I caused this all, but he's the only one I want and it's scary because he probably moved on and I'm holding on maybe just maybe if I keep holding on he'll come back to me, but that's a very thin chance "we should go to the club" Andrea shook me a bit pulling me out of my thoughts "I don't think jake would like that much" Amber mumbled "so you don't have to go" Andrea rolled her eyes then looked at me smiling "we can get wasted" I laughed and shook my head "I don't think that's a good idea" I mumbled "sure it is" Andrea sat on my lap "if she doesn't want to go she doesn't want to go Andrea" Amber shook her head and pulled andrea off of me

"If you touch me one more time you are gonna get punched" Andrea stood up and glared at Amber "don't you have a boyfriend to go home to this is a single girls activity" Amber scoffed then looked at me smiling gently "just give him time gorgeous he'll come back and when he does don't let him go" she kissed my head and looked at Andrea rolling her eyes and walking to my door.

"I don't like her she's lowkey a demon" Andrea huffed and sat next to me "oh hush" I laughed softly and turned to look at her "but really maybe we can score ourselves hot boyfriends tonight" Andrea smirked "I rather stay home and cry" I crossed my arms "yeah but your not" Andrea stood up and grabbed my arm pulling me up "go get sexy" she pushed me towards the stairs, "okay okay" I mumbled and walked up to my room

I guess I'm going to the club.