Getting him back

This isnt a fairytale

Some people just don't deserve a happily ever after
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Me:so how are you and you're boyfriend?
Amber:we're great oooh maybe you can meet him sometime:)
It's been a few days since I met Amber and we've been texting all day she's funny and full of life, she also talks a lot about jake who I found out is her boyfriend
Jay:open the door
Well that's weird I haven't talked to him since we went to the fair, frowning softly I got up from my bed and ran down to the door "hey Jay" I said opening the door seeing a angry and stressed looking Jay "I can't do this Roman" he pushed past me, I closed the door and turned around looking at him "Jay what's wrong what happened" I replied softly walking towards him, he shook his head and stepped back "I can't keep pretending Roman this isn't going to work" he ran his fingers through his undone hair "it's not going to happen" he hissed "Jay what" I frowned knowing where this is coming to "Roman this isn't a fairytale I can't pretend you didn't hurt me the way you did I can't pretend I'm not scared because I'm really fucking scared I need to start over Roman with someone who will love me no matter what" I bit my lip holding in my tears "I do love you Jay" he glared and moved close to me "no you don't" he hissed and pushed past me opening the door and walking out the house.

It's been two hours of me siting in the hall crying my eyes out two hours of chest pain, now I'm just sitting here wishing it would all end till I looked at my phone and grabbed it texting the one person who'd understand
Me:Andrea....
Andrea:I'm on my way.

"I'm telling you girl superman ain't got nothing on me" Andrea laughed, right when i got her text she was here in less then ten minutes, right now we're still sitting in the hall and I have my head on her shoulder, I've told her everything and she listened like she always does "Andrea he's gonna find someone better then me he's gonna forget about me but but maybe it's for the better" I started to tear up again "he can't forget you you guys have to much history" she said softly "history that he'd probably want to delete every single page" I mumbled "nah babe one day you two are gonna tell your grandkids about when you were younger" she kissed my head and pulled my close "just give him time to heal" she whispered