Angel Of Death (On Hold)

Chapter 8

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Without speaking after my threat to Travis I nearly ran out the door. I never looked at them once. I had no idea what I was going to tell them. Bane I am more worried about than Travis. My heart was beating so hard I thought it might excape from witth in me. The world I ha created for my self was caving in slowley. But not if I could stop it. I would give Travis a chance and that's all I can really do. Bane will he think less of me? 

I loved him. I could not deni that. It seems weird that we have already kissed since today was the first time I have talked to him out side of my dreams. Things in my life were changing quickly. 

My door to my car lifted up for me. I twisted the key in the ignition and it roared to life. The song that came on was All That I'm Living For by Evanescence. I sat in the cold leather seats trying to clear my head. 

All that I'm living for

All that I'm dying for

All that I can't ignore

Alone at night

I can feel the night beginning

Separate me from the living

Understanding me

After all I've seen

Piecing every thought together

Find the words to make me better

If I only knew

How to pull myself apart?

All that I'm living for

All that I'm dying for

All that I can't ignore

Alone at night

All that I'm wanted for

Although I wanted more

Lock the last open door

My ghosts are gaining on me

I believe that dreams are sacred

Take my darkest fears and play them

Like a lullaby

Like a reason why

Like a play of my obsessions

Make me understand the lesson

So I'll find myself

So I won't be lost again

All that I'm living for

All that I'm dying for

All that I can't ignore

Alone at night

All that I'm wanted for

Although I wanted more

Lock the last open door

My ghosts are gaining on me

Guess I thought I'd have to change the world

To make you see me

To be the one I could have run forever

But how for would I have come

Without mourning your love?

All that I'm living for

All that I'm dying for

All that I can't ignore

Alone at night