Angel Of Death (On Hold)

Chapter 9

Not edited!! was to lazy to spell check my mistakes. :P

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My muscles were really tight and my back hurt. Groaning quietly I peeled my eyes open only to find my self not alone in my bed. I wasn't in a beautiful position either. Bane was  laying on his side facing me and one of my legs was trapped in between his and the other was over his. He didn't seem to notice. I wanted to brush the hair out of his face. I never moved since I opened my eyes. My head was resting on Travis's bare chest and my arms were wrapped around him. 

My eyes went wide in horror. My bare skin was touching his. A tear dripped down my face burning as it trailed down and landed on his toned chest. A sob racketed it way out of me. They started coming faster and faster until I was in full blown tears. 

I detangled my self and jumped off the bed. Before I reached the bed room door I fell to my knees. Sob after sob came out of me. My hand was over my mouth to try and muffle my crying. Slowly I pushed my self into the corner off the room. 

I killed Travis.

Last night I dont even remember going to bed. We were up all night. Travis had earned my trust by telling me about him self. All of us joked around and watched a movie and I kicked their asses at Sorry (bord game). 

It seemed like hours that I was sitting in the corner with my knees pulled to my chest. The tears never stopped. My first and only friend besides Bane I killed. Pain learched into my heart and sadness of my parents death arrose from deep down in a locked box. I felt like a horrible person. 

"Havoc is that you?" I heard Bane mumble. I tried to control the noise coming from within me hoping that he would fall back asleep. He couldn't see me like this. Groaning he sat up rubbing his eyes. Looking around his eyes landed on me in the corner. 

"Oh god Havoc" I said and darted off the bed to my side. Gently he placed me in his lap. I went stiff and attempted to scramble out of his arms and into the bathroom but he tightened his grip. I struggled for another good minute before giving up and slouched against his chest admitting defeat. My head rested in the crook of his neck.

"Whats wrong Hav?" He whispered. I didn't respond and a new round of tears came. My shoulders shook. "You need to tell me what's wrong. I hate seeing you like this." 

After a minute I responded. "I killed him" I wrapped my arms around him wanting the pain to go away. I felt horrible. My shoulders heaved painfully. 

"Killed who?" He said. I couldn't respond. He would find out when Travis doesn't-

"Whats all that horrid noise?" My eyes nearly rolled into the back off my head. Black swirled in my vision and I was dizzy in seconds. There is no way. He couldn't be. I am death. My skin is poison to anything living besides Bane. "Woah Death what's going on?" 

"T-travis?" I said wide eyed. Without thinking I stood up and Bane just let go. Now standing next to Travis I reached my hand out but before I could touch him Bane pulled me back. I could tell they were both freaking out but I couldn't hear anything. It was like Travis was the only thing I could see. "I killed you" I said but couldn't hear there responses. Travis looked at me as if I was crazy and had two heads. How could I not have killed him?  

My hearing all of a sudden came back and I clamped my hands over my ears. "Stop! Please stop talking!"  Bane let go of me and stopped talking along with Travis.  I slowed my breathing down and pulled my hands away from my ears. "I killed you" Whispering it more to my self if anything. This wasn't possible. It wasn't normal but either was I.