Missing

Losing it..

I know that when I was telling the story, I am missing minor details, such as: My lack of sleep, My bad attitude, Not asking about my best friends how they are doing even though they have sent me thousands of messages but I replied none of them. I was overthinking about that day I mean who can forget it? I kept asking, wondering and trying to convince myself that it's just a joke pulled out by my friends and they are making me regret that I didn't go with them but still they can't even do that because I love them and they love me back. I just can't think in a right way.

It was Sunday morning I always sit near the window looking at our dazzling neighbourhood, it was empty.. Everyone travelled to spend their vacation happily. Unlike my family and I. We just eat and watch TV and sleep that is it.

I was thinking about my best friend Zoe who told me that she is spending her vacation in Hawaii because the weather there is perfect, the scorched  sun, the warm sea, the hummid air. It's everything I wish for at the moment. I didn't want to be a bad friend and I sent her a message it said:" Hi, How are you doing? How is Hawaii? Missing you". I locked my phone and went for a walk, I didn't even care about how do I look or what I am wearing, I just grabbed my Adidas hoodie and my comfort pants with my Converse shoes on and a messy bun.

It was 5:30 am, I love walking at this time because everyone are still asleep by now, my parents also know that I walk at this time so I am not going out behind their back, Don't worry !!

I was walking but not paying attention to the road because it was clear. I was walking and thinking about that message I found in the cookie. I was processing everything in my mind. I was staring at the ground when I was walking. Suddenly, while I was totally distracted ,I saw a shadow, it was walking behind mine. I didn't look behind me because I am too scared, it's 6:00 am, god knows who is walking. I was trying to walk faster but no use, I can still see the shadow. What am I doing?

I'm scared and terrified , the shadow is not going away, I don't know who is behind me. In my mind, it was a countdown for me it was like:"3,2,1, LOOK!" But I can't... Again "3,2,1, LOOK!" But I just can't..One last time "3,2,1, LOOK!" I can't I just can't look.

I had my phone plugged to my ears with my beats sets. It had loud music on, I started singing the song so I can try my best not to think about the god damned shadow that it is following me, I am trying to relax, but I can't. So I gathered my courage and counted for the last time " 3,2,1 and a half.. I am freaking out, I am going to cry, please god help me, LOOK".

I turned around to see that no one was there. No one was there, WHAT?? No one was there, but the shadow it looked like someone was walking right behind me but NO ONE WAS THERE.

I was too shocked that I fell on the floor realizing that I walked too far from my house thinking that someone was behind me but to finally see that no one was actually there. WHAT?

It is driving me crazy, until I heard a text message delieverd to my phone. It took me ten minutes to calm down a little bit so I can read the message, it said:"Keep walking.. I am still here"...

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