Missing

I Am Here

I am in a maze walking, my vision is blurred I can't see but long trees surronded by me I can't talk. I can hear my loud heartbeats drumming my surronding until I felt someone's hand is on mine, I am shocked and terrified, people are entering my life that I don't know but why that person's hand is too cold ? Who is it? I am trying to move but my body isn't listening to me, I started shouting in my brain and screaming "WHY CAN'T I MOVE?" I am so tired of everything.. Am I dead?

Life is not my friend anymore, everything is against me, I feel like I am a dead creature lying in a forest that has all life problems on its chest why am I even here? Can one person tolerate with everything that happened to me and stay alive ? Well, I am not sure about the life thing because I keep thinking that I might be dead I don't know.

I closed my eyes so I can seek in my own imagination and wonder by my own and believe that I might be dead so I can get rid from the idea of the cookie and the shadow and the message.

I am not planning to open my eyes because I am finally resting even if I don't know where I am but that is alright because I am finally reliefed. I think I closed my eyes for 5 minutes and you can't imagine how relaxed I am .

I opened my eyes but wait ,I am not in the same place, WHAT? Why do I keep moving from place to place? Where are the trees and the cold hand? All I can see is baby blue roof above me with people lying infront of me with oxygen masks on their faces and my mom is leaning on the bed I am lying on and my dad is staring from the window, I think that I am at the hospital , I looked at myself, I have an oxygen mask on my mouth and 2 needles inserted in my right hand. I tried to call my dad but I couldn't spell the letters. I tried to move my hand so I can wave to my mom telling her that I am awake but I can't. What is wrong with me? I lost everything, All I can do is to hear my heartbeats that are stroking so hard.

I closed my eyes again so I can wake up from this horrifying dream that is following me. Wait, what if everything is happening is just a dream? Oh, I wish.

I opened my eyes after 10 minutes because someone directed a flashlight through them . All I heard was:" She is awake. She can hear us". I saw my mom rushing towards me and she hugged me and said:" Honey, we have missed you so much, can you hear me? " but all I managed to do was to give my mom a smile so she can know that I can hear her. My dad kissed me on my forehead and smiled. After that, I saw a long man walking into the room giving me a huge smile and said:" Oh, you are awake, how are you doing? I am doctor Adam and I am here to take care of you, hope that you are feeling much better by now". I smiled and told him:" Thank you ,I am good".

The doctor started telling my parents what had happened to me, he was talking in a weird language of 'Doctors' that I can't understand, anyways he looked at me and he said:"Your results are good but your EEG is not normal". I gave him the look that means -what do you mean- , he giggled and said:" It means your brain electric waves, and your result says that you are concerned and nervous, you have to relief your brain because it is so tired". I told him:" I will try my best". He smiled and waved for my parents while they were sitting on two chairs near my bed and left the room.

I looked at my parents who were more than pleased to see me awake, I asked them about my brothers and my mom said that they are at my grandparents' house. She added to that:" they were two hard weeks on everyone". I gasped, and said:" WHAT? TWO WEEKS? I am here for two weeks?". She nodded. I told her who brought me here, she took a long breath until she spoke.

" We were sleeping until your dad's phone rang , it was your number and he answered and he heard a boy's voice telling him that he found you lying on the ground and there was a metal stick near your head that you were hit by it that is why your head was bleeding, the boy called the ambulance and took you to the hospital until we reached there, you were already in ICU. Your dad thanked the boy so much, he introduced himself and he said that his name is Cameron. He is the same of your age. He is a really good boy, he comes here everyday asking about you, he sometimes comes to the hospital at midnight and he stays here when we leave, he even took your brothers to a picnic because he knew that we are here with you, I think that he is coming after 30 minutes and that means that we have to go home because we are not allowed to stay after 12:00 in ICU." I asked her :" Why can he come here? And you can't stay?". She said :" His father is doctor Adam, so he can stay here until his father finishs his shift".

That is why he brought me to this hospital.

After 15 minutes, my mom and dad left the room , they wished me a good night and kissed me. My dad told me that if i need something I can call him he will stay awake but I told you don't have to I am fine here. The same time they left the room, a nurse entered:" Good evening young lady, you didn't eat for 2 weeks, we had to enter sugar from that needle in your hand" she pointed to my hand and then she continued " So tell me do you like Chicken with some rice and beans?" I nodded my head and said :" Thank you so much". She said:" it's my job and a treat for you but don't tell anyone I will bring some custard for you". I smiled and thanked her again, she was so kind.

After a while, I stood up and I wanted to walk but my feet didn't help me, I haven't used them for 2 weeks, I almost fell on the ground but I felt someone was holding me from my back and raising me up and said:" Be careful, I am here". I held his hand and stood up then I looked at him.

He was a long handsome guy with perfect brown hair that has a shine, green eyes mixed with light brown and he had a bright smile that made me smile in return. We were holding each other at this moment, he was hugging me from the back and i was leaning towards him.

He said:" Hi, do you remember me? I am the guy who brought here, I am Cameron". I smiled and said:"...

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