Home is Where The Heart is (1D adoption story)

chapter 1

***** maria's p.o.v *****

Ok so three days ago I got sent back because the people who adopted got tired I was with them for two painful weeks and I got raped and beaten I have new bruises and now I'm locked in my room and about to cut yes I cut it helps take the pain away when the razor goes through my skin it feels like I'm on top if the world and nothing can stop me and I have inner demons that take control and tell me what to do and it's my mind and I can't even control it but ever since I was watching the x-factor two years ago I have been looking up to perri edwards and the rest of little mix they are my idols and I cut back on cutting and stuff I used to cut six times a day but ever since I heard all of there bueatiful voices I only cut every time I get beat or raped and now back to the preasent now I am looking at my sketch book and I'm looking on the orphanage laptop yes they have a laptop you have to sign your name when you want to use it and we only get two hours on it I look at pictures and sketch them down in my book and I can get about six sketches in two hours and today there is a famos boyband called one direction and I heard of them on the x-factor I mean they have good music and all but I don't dedicate my life to them they are coming today and I have to go down the headmaster forced me to and we all have to put on clothes and be down there by five o' clock and I get dressed in a long sleeved dark green shirt and light blue jeans and my purple converse boy do I love my converse I slowley walked down the stairs and went to get in line one of the other girls pushed me out if the way and instead I sat on the couch and waited I could hear screams and five voices saying 'ello' and about twenty minutes later all the screaming quieted and one of the girls said louder then expected.

" why would you want that sluty bitch she's a freak every time she gets adopted she gets sent back after a week or two"

that fucking hurt.

" well we don't care about that can we see her?"

F.M.L

they came into the livingroom and stood in front of me and they introduced themselves

"hi I'm liam" the one with the buzz cut said

"styles. harry styles" the curly headed one said

"zayn malik" the one with the mirror said

"niall horan" the one stuffing his face said

" louis the tommo tomlinson" said the one with stripes and suspenders on

" Hi I'm maria carter and I'm 12 yrs old" I said to them they asked me simple questions then louis and liam walked out of the room and went to the office and 15 minutes later they came back smiling and they told me to go and pack great (note sarcasm) more scars and bruises I went upstairs and packed what I had three shirts two pairs if jeans a pair of shorts and my sketch book and pencils and my guitar and my razors shoes and I put my jacket on and grabbed the computer and quickley deleted all of my stuff off of there and I walked down stairs we all got into the car and we were off I took my sketch book out and pencils because they said it would take two hours to get back and I sketched niall and louis the I was almost done with zayn when liam asked me

"maria what are you doing?" I held my finger up indicating to stfu and he listened five minutes later I had the three done I handed him the book and he looked through it and showed zayn he must have found the one I drew of him but instead he said.

"so you really like perri edwards and the rest of little mix huh?"

" yes they are my idols especialy perri" I said it's true I love her to death and we soon got home and they showed me my room and it was plain they said they are gunna take me to the department store tomorrow and I can pick out bed sheets paint decals anything and they have a suprise for me at dinner oh no dinner I can't eat yes I have anorexia but it's not my fault the people who adopted me would not let me eat at all and I had to sneak a apple to stay alive and then when I also get to my room I saw a macbook pro on the desk a ipod with a  

$300 itunes giftcard and a iphone 4s with a phone case that said 'life is a climb' and I had a walk in closet plus a bathroon with a shower a bathtub and a jucuzziI still had two hours till dinner so I took a nap and had a dream about mustaches unicorns and rainbows.

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we are both at my house (aubrie) and we are sooo tired it is exactly 6:07 am in ohio so we are dead tired and we have to get up oh and did I tell gou that i got a black kitten and named him yes a him zayn my mum was mad as fudge when i named him so g'night or good morning to people and well bye

- a fucking tired aubrie and a fucking tired kylie 

sry bout the language im in a bad mood