Home is Where The Heart is (1D adoption story)

Chapter two

***** maria's p.o.v *****

----- 2 hours later -----

I wake up to someone poking me and I move their hand away but my sleeve fell down and whoever was in here grabbed my hand and pulled down my sleeve and I opened my eyes and it was zayn he had tears in his eyes and he gently touched my scars and said.

" maria. why did you cut more is it because of us?"

oh he must think the new ones are cause' of him they are not.

" no no no zayn the new ones are not because of you at all before you guys adopted me I got sent back and I cut everytime I get sent back I made a silent promise to perri edwards to try to stop cutting and I only cut everytime something bad happens." I said he had a small smile on and then he said.

" umm what exactly did your other adopted parents do to you?."

" they umm.. they raped me beat me and sold me and other things"

" oh my god maria I did'nt know why would they do thatand umm. if you don't mind me asking ho- how old were you when you lost your virginity?."

he asked me umm... let me think no before that oh ya

" I was 5 my adoptive parents gorgia and steve steve stole it from me and when I was ten my 4th set of adoptive parent sold me for money and the men that did that to me were old drunk and stinky and ya my messed up life."

" oh maria we are going to make sure you have a good life and we will make sure noone hurts you okay?"

he asked me and I nodded and we went down stairs and I noticed a girl down ther sitting in one of the chairs and she looked a little familer blond hair and hot pink tips O.M.G ITS FUCKING PERRIE EDWARDS OMG ASDFJKL OMG PERRI EDWARDS SOMEONE DONT PINCH ME my eyes widened and zayn niall and liam were laughing at me perrie turned around and looked at what the other boys were laughing at and she saw me and I almost ran to her but then I did end up running and giving her a huge hug and I said.

" oh my god perrie edwards you are my idol and the rest of little mix you helped me through everything I stayed strong for you I love you thank you for everything you did you helped me!!" And the boys and her were staring at me

"what do I have somthing on my face?" I asked and stupidly touched my face.

" no babe but what are you talking about what did perrie help you through?." niall asked and I told them everything and they just cried and hugged me mostly zayn da- I mean louis and perrie they all had sympathy for me and we fineshed crying and had dinner and before we had movie night I ran upstairs and emptied my stomach then went back downstairs. we watched 'saw the final chapter and I shat my pants a little man is that scary after that we all fell asleep one the couches and floor.

***** next morning *****

I woke up to the smell of bacon oh no breakfast I can't eat what am I going to do umm I can eat a little then go throwup ya good plan same with last night ok I went into the kitchen and louis was making breakfast with liam oh god louis can't cook to save his life so I started to laugh funniest thing in the world liam turned to look at me I pointed at Louis and said.

" he can't cook to save his life duh why is he cooking anyway." I asked liam

" he's cooking for you I don't know how that started but ya." he replied

''mmkay but I'm not that hungry,'' I said he had a suspicious look on his face but brushed it off.

I only ate one egg and a piece of bacon and I felt like throwing up I excused myself from the room and went to my room and straight to the bathroom and puked up my food I know disgusting but when people call you fat and ugly like they did me well I took it pretty hard cause all the workers at the orphanage were very nice but the other kids were mean and well thats all whoo look at the time its time to go to the mall I went down the stairs into the kitchen and yelled.

'' time to go to the mall peasants in the car now now now!!!!." I yelled like a sergeant and they all ran to the car and hopped in I laughed at them scared of a twelve year old how pathetic I jumped in after them and we went to the mall.

(A/N skip car ride cuz im awsome (: )

We arrived at the mall and went to a department store to get decorations for my room lets see what to get.

(Im going to make a list of stuff to get )

posters of little mix and one direction

lots of sharpies (heeheh prank time)

green blue and purple sheets/blankets/pillows

lilac colored paint

lime green colored paint

dark blue colored paint

sunflower orange colored paint

bean bag chairs

millions of phone cases

drawing supplies

letter stencils

bottled paint in silver/white/black/sky blue

paint brushes

new clothes

toiletries

rhinestones and wall stickers

hot glue gun

and done ahh such a long damn list we got all of the stuff and the clothes in six freakin hours and went home to paint my room and after we painted the room one color on each wall I stencile painted on my name on the door in silver and black then put quotes on the wall like........

'' live love laugh''

'' if the world hates you ignore them and draw"

''keep calm and draw on''

those are my favorite quotes and I put up my posters and stickers blah blah blah but after I was done it looked awsome and I was so tired I went straight to bed eh I'll put my clothes away tomorrow zzzzz...............

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well now how do a like it ill try to find a pic for the room my room is different colors to but with live one thousand demi lovato selena gomez and icarly pics hehehhe nathan kress was In ohio I got his autograph and get rhis me and aubrie went we were going to ask him if we could have a hug but HE asked us like oh my god he smelled so good ok now I sound like a pedophile ahh vut lord im still never shing my hand haha and that was August 24th from 12-3 haha I still remember it ahh he was so hawt in person to ok back to le story well thats all I gotta say bye p.s aubrie is in the hospital :'( she broke her leg when we had soccer tryouts oh and um we went to the football game last saturday and my friend kyra made me sit on Sandusky's side and my other friends cortney dusty and morgan sat on perkins side and guess who won eh..ehh well perkins did the score was 7-47 I dissed her on Facebook cuz f that oh and aubrie was out with her boyfriend then so she didn't come and well enough I guess bye

-love struck aubrie and annoyed kylie

oh wow just now saw how long that is damn.