Baliwag (True Story)

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And yes we continue chatting ... Kung ano anong topic ...kung ano anong kabaliwan ...even that moment it's about midnight tapos she posted about ice cream .. That she craves for that .. So syempre I want her to be happy I bought and brought her one ...

At habang natagal mas napapalapit ung damdamin ko... Dumating na sa point na I always want to make her happy .. Even want to be there for her when she needs me... ...came too fast .. I didn't even notice...

But...

May problema .. No matter how many times I tell her I love her .. She never believes me... Minsan masakit din .. Mahirap .. Pero sino ba naman ako sa kanya? Sabi kasi nya hanggang friends lang .. Hanggang dun lang... Masakit ... Pero still I can't resist .. I still keep talking with her .. I still want to make her happy .. Still wanna be there for her .. Coz I really want her to be a part of my life ....

Then one night she told me something ... The thing that broke me down ... She told me na may nagsabi sa kanya na mag ingat daw sya sakin ... At pinagpustahan ko lang sya ... I thought that moment .. Kilala na nya ako .. Akala ko nagkakaintindihan kami ...

Hindi pala ...

But still ako si tanga ... Kahit Alam kong naiwas na sya .. I'm still telling her na Hindi tunay un ... Na walang ganun .. Na Mali ung nagsabi sa kanya ... Pero wala talaga ... So I decided if that's what can make her happy .. Then iiwas na lang din ako .. Kasi dba nga .. Sino ba naman ako .. Hamak na kaibigan lang nya .. Sa chat pa .. I guess I can't blame her that time ...