Black Song (Tokio Hotel fan fiction)

2. Sad Eyes

Tom’s POV

I have no idea what is going on. That was strange. That boy acted really strange and I don’t know why. I came to ask him what’s wrong as he didn’t look good few moments earlier and he acted like he hate me so much.

I don’t understand it. I stand in the bathroom and I stare at the place where he was just few moments before.

Even though I’m in this school since 30 minutes I already know what kind of a person he is. Bullied, hated, scared. It’s so easy to see it. Maybe I’ll find out later why it is so. Since it’s my first day in this school I will surely find out.

As I don’t want to be late on my first day I leave the bathroom and go for my first class.

It’s pretty easy. Yet everyone is so nice for me. Everyone wants my attention because I’m new her. And new kids are like best toys. I impressed them with my car so from the start I got like 100 points. Of course I’m willing to use this. I like being popular and adored. Somehow people always love me. Fight for my friendship so I can always choose these that I want to be friends with. And I know it will be the same here.

When the first class ends I already have few people around me. They are babbling about something but I don’t care that much. I just look around corridors and take various mental notes. I’m getting to know the surrounding.

Suddenly I see that miserable boy again. He sits at the wall next to one class. His hands around his knees. I can’t see his face as he looks down and his long black hair covers his face. But I have a feeling he wants to be invisible.

“Who is this?” I point my finger and at him and ask someone from my new so called friends.

“That faggot?” they all giggle immediately “Bill Kaulitz. Stupid idiot. You know. You can always beat him if you are bored. He takes it all because…”

I don’t listen to him anymore. Nothing he says is important to me because I feel like someone would punch me in a face. Hard and with no mercy.

I can’t stop staring at him.

“No please Tom! Don’t go away with her! Stay with me. Please! I need you! I have only you!”

“I don’t want to go but I have to. You know it. We have no choice Bill. They decided.”

“But…”

I don’t know what to say to him now. I don’t even know how I feel about this whole situation. He looks so broken. I tried to dry his tears already but he can’t stop crying.

I don’t want to leave him but there’s a part of me that wants to leave so badly. Mom promised me I will have a good life somewhere there. New toys and new room. Whole room for me! That sounds so exciting. I can’t wait to see it.

“I will call you Bill every day. And I will write letters. We will be friends and brothers forever, I promise you.”

“No!” he hugs me and clenches his small fists on my t-shirt.

“It will be all right Bill. We will be all right. I won’t forget about you!”

But I forgot about him. We were not all right.

I forgot as soon as I stepped into my new word.

“He is not worth paying attention to him. He is just a… shit. Don’t bother with being nice to him. He doesn’t deserve it.”

“Shut the fuck up.” I cut that guy off.

“But he is just a faggot. A loser.”

“I said shut up!”