"noooooooo." noel said as I snatched her teddy bear away from her.
"come get meeeee!!" she giggled, and chased after me.
soon attacking me and sitting on my stomach.
"butthole." she giggled.
"you love meh."
"yeah okay." she smiled.
~
"calum? calum?!" noels mum yelled waving her hand in front of my face.
i snapped out of the thought of us when we were seven, and playing at my old house.
soon a doctor, walked to us not making eye contact whatsoever.
she sighed and looked at noels parents. "she didn't make it."
Noel's mum and dad bursted into tears, I didn't believe it.
I walked straight out of the hospital and got in my car.
"no calum." she laughed as i stuck french fries up my nose.
i giggled "i can taste the salt." she started laughing really hard.
tears streamed down my face as memories of me and her hit me hard.
i just, i can't believe she's actually gone.
my heart was shattered, it was barely a hour after they told us.
and i miss her so damn much.
everything about her.
i remember, we promised we'd move in together.. and start a family and get puppies. and all that stuff...
that was our dream..
but now it's destroyed.
i wish none of this happened..
"i wish that I could wake up with amnesia."
~
the end
