ZaDr - When Irkens cry- (This story now belongs to Billdipsinner)

Questions... So many!

Dib's p.o.v

It's been almost a week since that 'make out' session with Zim. I have to clearly admit  that I have fallen under his spell. My only question I repetitively ask is... WHY! Why am I, so in love with this filthy alien scum. Is it his wide magenta eyes, silky, green skin, or his evil way to make me want more? I have no answers to why, but Damn I love him. His small, slender frame that I have to lean down to kiss. It all entices me, I can't imagine what I'd do to get another chance at those jade lips. I slumped over onto the floor and couldn't help but, to reminisce on that day. School has been hard,(reader-chan: that's not the only thing that's hard Dib, just admit that too)  not academic wise. It's seeing Zim, that's the weird part. He acts as if never happened, but I know that it did. Yesterday I asked him to move out of may way and instead of moving he made a snarky comment of " I don't know Dib-Shit if I move will you then proceed to move..... oh, I don't know OUT OF MY LIFE?" trying to not to go off, I replied with "fuck off, Zim". I then managed to hear his last remark before leaving."When and where?" . How could he say that so smoothly? My face turned a bright red as I replayed each situation after my main event. It's like I can't function properly, although I don't know if I ever did in the first place. Some how here I am again, in the same hole, thinking of Zim. The only conclusion I can make out of any of this is that I am in love with a psychotic alien, who feeds off my hate for him. But all of that hatred has disappeared so, what will we do now?

Zim's p.o.v

I sat in a dim corner. Am I defective? Irkens aren't supposed to have these feelings. Not even female Irkens harbor such awful feelings. "Fuck, why am I so weak?" I let out a cry. It felt good to let out human profanity sometimes, especially when finding out that there's something wrong with me. Irkens don't show such emotions, not even in the reproduction cycle, which isn't even used anymore. But why do I have these feelings towards Dib out of all the putrid of humans? What is so great about him that my defectiveness gravitates towards? I-is this the human emotion 'love'? Out of all of the many stupid human emotions the ones I pick up  are sadness and Love. Oh My Tallest, I have failed you. My mission... it's all.... GONE! No, NO, It... I can not succumb to this human way of pity. That's right! HA, ha...... I can't take much more of this madness. I must do something to ensure that I am not a weak Irken. I must confront the Dib for a final stand. I stood up marching to the door, but only to break down before exiting. A letter written in the Irken had been placed upon my door. It was from...... the Tallest.

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Well, this is a very short chapter (sorry about that). I have a speech in history tomorrow, and I have to help my dumb brother finish his OUTLINE! He still hasn't even finished his outline!  My history teacher hates us (Not really, I'm actually his favorite student) together. We cause so much trouble together, and because I go to a private high school we are in all of the same classes! My teacher's sure do get a kick out of that. But getting to the point Dib is..... well Dib and Zim is losing his mind. I'm sorry for such a long wait and short chapter, but I'm going to try and finish the next chapter soon! And also, sorry about the grammatically wrong  sentence structure, I had to try and rush this chapter so that I can help Max and his stupid speech on the industrial revolution. Bluh! Love you humans! Bye

                                                                                                                                                                                           -Mac