Seventeen Ships & Smuts

J E O N G C H E O L

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"Y-You're Doing what??" I said as my voice cracked with tears flowing down my face.

"I'm sorry Seungcheol....but I'm breaking up with you." Jeonghan repeated just before walking away from the car I drove us in.

He waited till our one year anniversary...to dump me??

I cried all night and all day. I couldn't let go of my feelings for him as much as I wanted to or tried.

His beautiful face kept popping in my head. I just wish he would get out of my mind. He broke my heart and I should be mad at him. But all I can do is remember how much I love him.

I kept shaking and sobbing so loud that I'm sure my roommate could hear me. I couldn't even care anymore.

"S-Seungcheol?" My roommate Woozi asked. "What's the matter?? What happened?! Where's Jeonghan?"

I cried harder at the mention of his name. "H-h-he b-broke up up up with me......" I couldn't even talk right.

"Oh Hyung...." Woozi rubbed my back and held me while tears fell like a waterfall.

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I couldn't believe my eyes....

Joshua...putting Jeonghan's hair out of his face...laughing with him and feeling how soft it was...

That's MY hair and that's MY ANGEL. How dare he even touch him or even look at him.

I couldn't help it, tears started pouring from my eyes. I had to run home instead of going to my next college class.

I cried in the bathroom, the kitchen, the bedroom, the living room and even the basement.

I can't eat or sleep. I wake up and look at the emptiness next to my bed and just want to punch the wall.

Two years later
Jeonghan POV

"Mr.Yoon your going to need a lawyer." Kwon Soonyoung said looking to I with a stern look.

"What do you mean!?" I shouted looking at him with raging eyes.

"Sir calm down." Soonyoung said softly. "You did hit the man severely hurting his jaw." He pointed out.

"He was sexually harassing my best friend HING JOSHUA I ALREADY TOLD YOU THIS!" I yelled pointing a finger at him.

He simply raised and eyebrow and slid a paper to me across the desk. "Was Joshua doing anything to make him...as you said before...hit on him?"

I could barely hold in my anger. "HE WAS LITERALLY HOLDING HANDS WITH HIS BOYFRIEND VERNON!!! HE SHOULD'VE TAKEN A HINT!!"

"Jeonghan I admire your connection with your friends. So Me and my boyfriends roommate. He's a fantastic lawyer you should take him." He nodded at me and smiled.

I took a deep breath and nodded. "Okay I'll met him." I said quietly hoping maybe she wouldn't hear.

•••••••

I walked into the business room of the lawyer Soonyoung assigned me. He was so nice his boyfriend is lucky. His boyfriend must be a violent mess because he so easily put up with me.

It was weird the card only had an address. Not even a name. Weirddd.

I opened the door and fixed ponytail before entering. Who knows he could be cute.

I walked in and I was right he was cute but he was....

"Choi Seungcheol?!" I practically screamed.

He looked up form his papers and files and his eyes widened. "YOON JEONGHAN???" He screamed back.

We just kinda stood there and stared at each other. All I wanted to do was kiss him like I used to...

"I messed cute Seungcheolie..." Tears stared dripping from my eyes.

"When?" He said sarcastically. "When you got arrested or when you dumped me on our anniversary?"

I was at loss for words and honestly again quite mad. "Seungcheolie...I had..."

"Another guy?? Hmm? What did you have!??"

"Cancer...."

Now he was the one at a loss of words and pride. "Why didn't you tell me?" His eyes started watering like mine.

"They said it was critical and I need money to pay for it if I even wanted a 30% chance of living. I'd wash you out of money and most likely die..."

"I wouldn't have cared. If you lived for just an hour more it would've been worth every penny." He walked over to me and his thumb rubbed over my wet cheek. "I still love you..."

I couldn't stand it but I kissed him and luckily he kissed me back with everything he had. "Me too."

"Have me again?" I cried nudging my face into the crook in his neck.

"In which way?"

Before I could answer my head went to where is should be. "Whatever you want after court who you will be representing me for."

"Perfect."

-chanson