Seventeen Ships & Smuts

Junshua- Gay

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This one is long as fuck

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"NO! Why won't you listen?!" Joshua who was putting in his ear buds and playing his music. "JUN!" Jun only turned up his music louder.

Joshua sighed and ran his fingers through his hair and pulled at the end. He took a deep breath and held onto his shoulders.

He yanked out Jun's earbuds and gave him a threatening glare. "Could you please just listen for on second?"

Jun rolled his eyes and rested his chin on his palm which was rested on his knee. "What do you want?" He growled.

"You need to come to practice! We have a concert in what, two weeks? I don't care if you don't feel well or if Hoshi or Coups gave up on making you work because I haven't!" Joshua put his hands on his hips and his eyebrows frowed.

"Wow." Is all Jun said.

Joshua crossed his arms and smirked. "What? Surprised with my persuasive skills?"

"No you just sound like more of a mom than Jeonghan." Jun shrugged and went back into his phone, laughing just a bit.

Joshua's smirk dropped and he almost gave up. Almost. "What has you so worked up anyway?! Like really! You were the most excited for this concert now you couldn't be bothered!"

Jun took a big sighed and turned off his phone. "I got the talk from my parents..."

Joshua raised an eyebrow and looked at him confused. "Like...like about...s-sex?"

"God no!" Jun turned so that he laid on his bed on his stomach and placed his phone on the dresser. "The gansn takls He mumbled something.

"The what?"

"The gay talk!" He yelled back. "They said it's just a stage, that I'm influenced by fans and I'm too young to decide this to be my life." He took a another deep breath and played with the sheets on the bed. "I took all my courage and came out to them thinking maybe in the smallest chance that they would accept me. And they did. For a fucking day." He stopped and placed his hands over his eyes as if it would stop him from crying.

Joshua sat down next to him letting the bed sink down. "Jun...I didn't know... None of did..."

"How do you expect me to tell my friends after I get a two hour long shaming from the people that are supposed to love me no matter what?" Jun bit down into his palm letting little tears fall out of his eyes. "I don't even know why I did it. I wish I didn't. I wish I never did."

Joshua laid down next to him and wrapped his arms around his shoulder and the other under the arm her was laying on. He brought him closer to his body and snuggled with Jun's exposed neck. "Less love for them." He said ask he felt Jun wrap his own arms around his back and cry on his shoulder.

They fell asleep just like that. Tears staining Jun's face and Joshua's shoulder.

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