Live.My.Life.

Chapter 3

In her car we were singing random songs and guys you don't know how crazy Miley can be. Like I think, she's the craziest person I know but I'm happy to know her. While we were driving through the city we were talking what we're going to do today. Our plans are: Starbucks, shoes, lunch, clothes, movies and later a little sleepover at mine. This is going to be a wonderful day. To spend the day with her is pretty awesome, you can forget the world for a while. That's always the best medicine against some love pain.

After 30 minutes we finally arrived at Starbucks. Before we got off her car we made a picture and we uploaded it on instagram. We went in and bought 2 coffees. Now I checked out my instagram and wow the picture had already 900K likes. There were also a many comments like 'CATHIE I LOVE YOU!' 'CATHIE YOU LOOK GORGEOUS.' and also 'OMG I WOULD DIE IF YOU'D BOTH BE TOGETHER'. I showed Miley this comment and we both had to laugh.

We went to the shoe store. A lot of fans were following us and we decided to give them some autographs and take pictures with them.

*In the store*

"We have a many fans Cathie. It's amazing" Miley said smiling. "But sometimes it's hard cuz they get mad or don't understand me." she continued. For sure I understand what she means. It's really hard sometimes to be honest. But that matters because Miley and me are loving them a lot. Most people still compare her with that girl who has become famous through Hannah Montana but she grew up. Now she's Miley Ray Cyrus and the girl everybody should know.

*After the movies*

I opened the door and Miley was still in her car unpacking her bags, when I reached the living room I...I oh my godness....I turned around, ran away and smashed the door behind me. The confuseness was written in Miley's face. But I didn't care I just ran away. Miley started yelling after me, but I didn't answer I just ran. After I had run for what feels like forever I came to a forest. Without thinking about it I ran into the forest. Really deep into the forest. There was an old bench and I sat down on it. Now I started crying. I've never cried that much before...but I can't hold it back any longer. What I saw was just breaking my heart into million pieces....Justin was there with a girl...they...they were having sex....I can't believe it...after all we have gone through together that was what I deserved mh? My phone is ringing and vibrates the whole time. I don't dare to look on the screen. Damn, who is it!? It's annoying. I pulled out my phone. I had a tones of calls and messages. From Miley and Justin. I opened the messages from Miley: "What happened?" "Pick up" "Where are you?..." "I'm worried.." "Please Cathie...." "Justin told me what happened and I can't believe that he's doing that to you but please pick up your phone! We're worried." Sure Justin is worried.....NOT!

She stopped texting me after she had sent me a crying smiley.

After waiting a while I was reading the messages from Justin with tears in my eyes. He wrote "Babe, it wasn't what it looked like, please pick up. I'm worried." No Justin, I saw right. "I love you baby." "Miley's crying please pick up." "What did I wrong?" Now I was exploding how can he dare to say it wasn't what I saw and then he asks me what he did wrong?! I decided to answer him.

"What did you wrong?! ALL! You don't know how often you hurted me in the past month you were on tour! You've changed. You are on partys, you drink alcohol, you also take drugs, you smoke, you are aggressive! YOU TREAT ME LIKE SHIT! The time you were here I know that you were fucking other girls but I thought you would realise it on your own but I was stupid to think so. My life isn't a fairytale and I know it by now! You know what? I'm done with you, we were a couple. I don't want you anymore and you shouldn't worry anymore! Go and fuck your bitches but never come back to me! I HATE YOU!"

I clicked on sent, turned my phone off. Broke down crying till I really broke down.