Live.My.Life.

Chapter 6

"Anyways thanks for listening David." I said. Getting up from the couch. "I still have to pack my stuff and say goodbye to Los Angeles and to get over all that. See you." I hugged him, not looking the others into the eyes. When I sit in my car I have to think what to do next and if I should tell anyone. Anyone else expect my crew. So I drive home not thinking about then and now. Just living the moment. I will live my life when all this is over. Short before I arrive home my phone rings. I pick it up and it's David "Well I accept the fact that you don't want this anymore just we have to take it to the public. So in a week we have a live interview answering things the news want to hear, is that alright for you?' he asked. "Yes, then it's in public and even my fans know, sounds good to me." "Alright, see you around." he said before ending the call.

So I have one week to get over it fast.

*1 week later*

The last week went by so slowly. Every minute felt like hours. Having nothing is so worse. I have a half hour to annouce it that I'm any longer famous. My fans will be disappointed but I have to do it to keep me save. "Smile honey. It'll be better" I heard a calm voice. It's Kendra, but she's right. I have to smile. "You guys have to take your seats!" a guy from the team said. First David, then Dylan, then Kendra and then me. We take our seats and I close my eyes and take a deep breath. "You over there." David said when I opened my eyes. "What is the reason for this 'conference'?" Now it's my time to speak. "I want to tell you guys that I'll end my career in less than the next 3 weeks. I won't live in Los Angeles anymore. I'm done here with my work." "Will you ever come back?" I heard a reporter yell. "No I won't." I gave him back. The next hour just questions like that came. They asked me why, what are the reasons for it, what about my fans, if i come back and stuff like this. I said goodbye to Dylan and David. I won't see them because they are heading to New York this week and Kendra will be helping me with packing my stuff next week. Right when I got home I got spammed with messages, from all my 'friends' who left me already months ago. "Cathie say you're joking" "Cath you can't do that I'd miss you" no guys I'm done with you all. But then I got a message from Justin "Cathie? Why do you leave? You can't leave me all alone...I need to talk to you please give me a chance. I miss you!" What?! Is he kidding me?! "Leave you alone!? You got your slut I guess her name is Selena. Remember her? You replaced me not even after a month. Screw you. I hate you. You had me, I fell for a poor boy but all has changed. This is a goodbye, Justin." Was my response. I didn't get a response and I'm happy about this. Maybe he is upset, hurt or doesn't care I'm done with him.

*2 weeks later*

This is the last time I'm on LAX the airport here in LA. Only Kendra is here. Kendra and me. Like it was always when something didn't go right. She's the only person I'll miss as fuck but she promised me to visit me as often as she can. That keeps me a little bit happy. Justin didn't stop calling and texting me so I got a new number. Only Kendra's and the other crew members have it now and some friends in Canada and my Grandparents. No one of the famous people have it. This is good. No more questions about everything. "10 minutes left....then you're gone." Kendra broke the silence between us. I was nodding. "Time to say goodbye." I was saying while pulling her into a hug. The 10 minutes went by and I had to leave. Before I reached the checkpoint I got a message. "Wait!" Seconds later a new one "Turn around please!" The number was unkown so I didn't know who it was but I turned around and didn't know why. "CATHIE!" I heard someone scream my name. My head swung in every direction and then someone came crashed on me. The both of us were about to fall on the ground. And we fell. When I looked up I saw....MILEY?! "Please don't go please don't leave me here all alone...." She said mumbling and helping me up. "Why do you care about me?! You said it was a mistake to come to me in the hospital you gave up on me. YOU left me and also YOU was the one who didn't want the friendship any longer. It's you! Why do you come here and act like nothing did ever happen??? Huh? You hurted me!" Miley seemed to be pretty shocked by the words I said and looked paralyzed into my eyes. "I....I did what?" she said in shock "Yes you ended our friendship!" I spat back. "I didn't. I never wanted to and I never did. What are you talking about?" She asked. "Sure you didn't...." I said with irony and shaking my head. "Can I explain it to you?" she asked with a shaking voice. She was about to cry I can see it in her face. "You gotta hurry up otherwise I miss my fly." Her face didn't change "In the hospital I said it was a mistake to come to you because I told Liam that I'm on work. I never gave up on you. When did I write you that I don't want our friendship anymore?" she started quickly. "You wrote me this 4 days after I woke up." "No, I couldn't write you....I wasn't here....I was on Hawaii with Liam." My face turned into a not believing one but before I could answer her Kendra spoke up "Cathie that's true. She was in Hawaii and...the time you got your message she was skyping with Demi. Demi showed me a screenshot. Miley wasn't on her phone cuz she forgot it in the hotel room." I didn't know what to believe. "I have been in Hawaii the past weeks. I came back 3 days ago. Then I saw it in the news and everywhere. I tried to call you but your number is deleted. So I tried everything till I saw Kendra at Starbucks. I asked her about your number and told her everything. We went to Demi and Demi showed her a screenshot." Now I was unsure about leaving...maybe I should stay? But maybe Kendra just wants this. "You know the friendship means to much for me to leave you. You mean a lot to me. We both have gone through so much shit and we trusted each other. I would never let a friend like you leave me. And you know that." She was right and right now I had to cry to believe a stupid message. I covered my face into my hands and sink to the floor but before I broke down into tears Miley pulled me into a hug and I was crying on her shoulder.