Kidz

Chapter 8

I woke up in Franks bed, i opened my eyes as he did and looked at him,

"C'mon, we'll be late for school."

"Ok,"
Frank yawned

"Sleepy head, hurry up!"
I stood up and pulled on my black jeans just with the t-shirt i slept in, it wasnt weird, me and Frank we're practically going out anyway...

After school i trudged back to my own home to find my mom not there, no one was...
A letter was on the floor entitled
'To Mr.Gerard Way'
So i opened it...
NO WAY.
I got accepted into a music academy!!
But, oh, i have to stay at the academy
For a couple of years, no doubt about it im going though. However, Frank....

I grabbed at my phone and chose his contact as fast as i could....

Ring ring
Ring ring
Hi this is the voicemail for---

I tried again.

Ring ring...
Ring ring...

-!

"Hello?"

"Frank... Er ah.."
I stuttered as my lips trembled from the sadness..

"Yeah, whats up you sound a bit upset?"

Franks soothing voice made me swollow my nervousness and made my cheeks burn

"I got accepted into a music adademy.."

"Thats great!"

He sounded so happy.
It made me a bit happier.

"But im leaving tomorrow the letter says and... Im leaving for a few years for the academy.."

--silence--

"What..."

My chest tightened at the articulate sadness in his voice..

Frank... Its okay...

"Im sorry Frank but i do need this, i can't stay in this place where no-one loves me.."

"I love you..."

His words hit me like Freezing cold water after a long day in the sun...

They hit my stomach like a dagger and tear bled from my scolding eyes...

"Frank.."
My voice cracked sharply.

"Meet me at my house. ASAP."

He replied with a monotone voice.

"Ok.."

I hung up the phone and slided down the wall to wipe my eyes and look around...

*sniff*

After a couple of minutes of gathering myslef i stood up and began to walk to Franks house and lightly threw a pebble at his window.

He opened it and climbed down.

He pulled me to the closest wall to avoid being seen by his parents through the window.

He kissed me.

I grew hotter and quite red to my sadness.

"Frank... I love you so much i just--"

He stopped me midway,

"Stop- i know,"

"You need to do this and i understand so if you're happy then im happy."

"I need to go now.."
I sniffed as i felt tired..

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It was morning.

Today.
Was the day.

I woke up in my bed with his name in my head, nothing will I ever more regret.

Knock knock.

This.
Is.
It.