Kidnapped by BVB

Last chapter for a while

Ok there will be a trigger for self harm I'll put a warning up so
You don't have to read that certain part I case reading about it triggers you (it doesn't to me) but yeah
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I woke up and gracefully jumped out of my bunk I actually landed this time. I walked out into the main part of the bus and saw Andy with the chick again great. I walked past them so I could get a monster from the kitchen part thing. As I opened it up I heard a slight moan. I turned around and saw the chick grinding on Andy and I spat out the monster that was inside of my mouth.
"Umm if you haven't noticed I'm right here" I said but I was ignored.
Another moan escaped her mouth.
"ARE YOU SERIOUSLY DOING THIS RIGHT HERE RIGHT NOW" I yelled.
"SALLY GET BACK TO YOUR BUNK OK THIS DOESNT CONCERN YOU NOW GO BEFORE I MAKE YOU" he screamed back...he sounded just like dad when he was pissed.
Tears formed into my eyes. I started to hyperventilate as I fall into a panic attack. I started to cry as breathing became harder and harder to do. Jinxx came running out and saw me there. He ran over to me and crouched down to my level.
"Kitty listen to me you're in a panic attack" he said yeah no shit.
"Listen to my voice and only my voice don't focus on anything else but me" he said calmly.
"Imagine you're at the zoo can you do that, where are you now Kitty" Jinxx said in hopes of a response.
"Z-z-zoo" I said (listen this actually works my dad used this on me it works trust me)
"Good ok now I want you to breath in and out ok" he instructed and I followed.
I was soon out if my panic attack and Jinxx hugged me.
"What happened kitty" he asked.
"Andy yelled and it reminded me of dad" I said and he frowned.
"Ok...well I'm always here to talk ok" he said and I nodded.
Andy came up to me he was pissed off.
"You are causing a lot of trouble for me right now miss and it's going to stop HERE got it" he said and I nodded.
"Good now go back to your bunk and don't leave it until I come and get you alright" he said and I left...but not to my bunk.
~trigger starts here~
I entered the small bathroom and saw the razor just...looking at me. I know I shouldn't but I'm obviously ruining everything for Andy. I quickly grabbed it and broke it apart with ease. I pulled
The blades out and hid them. I took my bracelets off. I grabbed one and held it to my wrist.
One for pissing Andy off
Two for being a burden
Three for not being good enough
Four for going into a panic attack
Five for not leaving Andy alone
After five it became ten, ten became 20 and 20 became a bloody mess. I quickly wrapped up my arm in some gauze and put my bracelets back on. I put the blades in my pocket and left the bathroom after cleaning up the blood.
~trigger over~
I went into my bunk well attempted. CC saw me struggling and helped me up. I thanked him trying to hide my breaking voice. I went on my phone and saw my eyes were bloodshot from crying. I went into my Instagram and saw a picture of me and mum...fuck I missed her. I put my music on and the first song that came on was saviour...wow. I started to cry even more I can't do this anymore. I texted Fox and ferret just to tell them that I relapsed.

Kitty ~ guys I have something to tell you
Ferret ~ please tell me you didn't
Fox ~ aww baby girl please tell me you didn't do it
Kitty ~ I'm really sorry...just Andy put me into a panic attack...he reminded me of dad
Ferret ~ NOOO...you said you wouldn't ever do it again
Fox ~ baby girl how many please tell me
Kitty ~ I lost count after 10
I stopped texting them and cried even more
~Andys POV~
I know what I did was bad but Sally was being a bitch I really wish I didn't take her in seriously.
"ANDREW DENIS BIERSACK GET HERE NOW" I heard Jinxx say...shit.
"Yes Jinxx" I said.
"Out of the bus now" he said and I did.
"YOU ASSHOLE WHY THE FUCK WOULD YOU EVEN DO THAT TO KITTY" Jinxx yelled.
"SHE WAS BEING A BRAT" I yelled.
"Listen until you're fit to be a dad she's staying on a different bus ok got that Andrew" he said and I nodded.
~kitty's POV~
I felt a tap on my Shoulder it was Jinxx.
"Hey Jinxx" I said with my voice slightly breaking I knew I was going to cry.
"Hey kitty...come on pack your stuff your staying at of mice and men's bus for a while ok" he said and I nodded.
I got my stuff together and CC, Jake and Ashley came and hugged me.
"Listen Andys just being a butt ok" CC said and I nodded.
Jinxx picked me up like a baby and took us over to OMAMS bus. He knocked on the door and Austin opened the door. He stole me off of
Jinxx and kissed my forehead. He took me inside and placed me on their couch think. Jinxx walked over with my blanket and put it over me. He kissed my forehead and went to talk with Austin.
~Jinxxs POV~
I walked over to Austin just to explain some things.
"Listen Austin thanks for doing this...she really needs to get away from Andy for a bit" I said and he nodded.
"Listen please make sure she eats also she has a past with self harm...just make sure she doesn't do it ok I had a razor in our bathroom and it wasn't there after Kitty finished in the bathroom and there was blood on the counter" I said and he nodded.
"Anything else like a set bedtime or..." he asked.
"I would prefer if she went to sleep at 10 ok...don't let her have anything that will keep her awake, check her weight, don't let her on her phone after 10 other then music, don't yell at her it reminds her of her dad, I don't want her out alone and make sure she isn't alone at any stage apart from the bathroom if she's in the shower make sure she keeps talking to you and for the actual bathroom no longer them 3 minutes then you have to check her wrists, legs and stomach" I explained and he nodded.
"Ok I have this...don't worry Jinxx I'll explain it to the guys just go back to bvbs bus ok" Austin said and I nodded.
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HOWS THAT FOR A
CHAPTER YEAH ok so I might actually be able to actually continue this ok also
Self harm isn't the answer...I'm always open to talk believe me I always have been seriously now...go read some other Fanfictions other then my shitty ones ok ADIOS