So I just need to vent and let a lot out. Idc if you read this, comment, or vote. Just my thoughts and feelings.
Well according to my grandmother, I'm worse than the piece of dog shit on the bottom of her shoe. She spoils me half the time but criticizes everything about me the other half. According to her I'm selfish, conceited, annoying, and a personal slave. I hate it. Everyone around me always focus on the negatives in myself and our life and stuff. Just once I want them to look at the positives. Just one damn time, is that too much to ask? I hate being around a majority of my family for that reason exactly, I'd much rather be around my friends who accept me, love me, and actually care, if that makes me selfish, conceited, and annoying, then cool. I'd rather be happy then put down all the time. Normally, I'd use a blade to calm myself, but I promised a few friends that that would be no more...fuck... Wouldn't want my special girl to be upset. Idk, I feel so misunderstood and confused. None of my family knows about my sexuality, it's like I'm living a secret life. My aunt knows, she's more like a big sister though<3 well anyways, I'm just done. Absolutely done. Adios loves<3 I love you all no matter what happens...
