So I know that it's been awhile since I've updated but I just really need to get some shit off my chest today. So here goes nothing...
I'm kind of an emotional wreck the last month or so. Have you ever just said thought that you're so numb that you can't feel anything although you know pain is still there? That's how I feel right now. Pain is in the air. Yet I'm numb so I can't feel anything. I'm just lost. I feel like there's a blanket over my eyes and someone turned off the lights and I can't see or hear anything. I just don't know to be honest. I'm so confused. God fml right now.
