She knows who she is. I needed some place to just get my feelings out so I figured here would be a good enough place. I was Skyping her today. I knew what she was doing. I knew she was cutting even if I didn't see her. I knew what was happening. What I didn't know was how to help her. I tried consoling her. Tried telling her I love her. Tried saying that she is worth more than a piece of sharp metal. Then I saw her face. She was crying. I couldn't handle seeing her this was. I hung up and cried. Then she sent me 3 pictures. She flushed her razor. She really did it. All because of me. I mean more to her than a little sharp piece of metal. It showed me that love can overcome addiction. It showed me that I'm worth more to her than cutting. It showed me she's strong. I love her. So much. For everyone that thinks they can't stop or can't get the one they care about to stop, it's possible. If you just believe and hope, it's possible.
