general thoughts

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They wanted me to be perfect

but no,

I didn't turn out that way

They expected me to be normal

pink glitter 

and princess dreams 

led them there

But My shape has shifted

a puzzle piece 

morphed 

into a new shape

no longer fitting where it's supposed to

They tried keep me on the right track

but I keep wandering away

They try to change me back

to what I was

the perfect little girl

a love for horses

and the colour pink

That's no longer who I am

I like to see the beauty in things that aren't supposed to be pretty

I see beauty in the inner workings of a camera

the pieces that trap memories inside

I see beauty in the cactus

a plant just trying to defend itself from things that try to destroy it

I see beauty in the words printed on the page of my book

It's a safe place

safer than the world around me

I become friends with the characters

It comforts me

there are tears on the pages

from when bad things happen 

and I'm seeking love from my friends

They always understand

People in the real world tell me that I'm wrong

That I'm just a mistake

By shaping myself 

And becoming who I am

By not fitting in with the crowd

I'm not right

But They're incorrect

I am as right

As I need to be

It's not my job

to fit in

to become

what other people think I should be






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