masks

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sometimes

always

I hide

behind 

a mask

It paints me up to look

like a completely normal

always happy

very smart

pretty girl.

It hides my sadness

my fears

my problems

my past.

Sometimes

those things leak through

and people see shards

of the person

that I hide.

That person is all of the negativity 

hatred

and pain

that I feel.

To my family

I am the mask

not the person that hides behind it.

To my friends I am both

because I feel

that I can trust them.

This year

I'll try

to become

part of the mask

so that

Instead of being split 

into two different beings,

the mask and I

will create the person

that I want to be.


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