Dirty Little Secrets...(Justin Bieber Love Story) { UNDER EDITING }

" I thought I could trust you....."

I turned around to look at him fully, keeping my eyes on his juicy pink lips.

Me: "Thanks baby, I just thought I should surprise you.." I said while sliding my hands across his waist hugging him. " I hope you have enough energy like you had today, because..... Your gonna need it." I said whispering seductively in his ear. I could tell he smiled, I pulled back and kissed him on the lips, wrapping my hands around his neck. Justin pulled back and looked at me strange. "What is it?" I asked furrowing my eyebrows in confusion.

Justin: "Nothing...... It's nothing." He said smiling to reassure me. He puts his hands on my hips and started to kiss my neck all the way to the rose covered bed, looking for my sweet spot. When he finally did, I couldn't contain the moans that was coming out my mouth. He places me on the bed still kissing and sucking on my sweet spot.

Me: "Mmmmm.." I moaned rubbing my fingers through his caramel hair licking my lips. Justin stopped like he was hesitant and started doing it again. "Wait Justin....wait," I said while getting up from the bed looking at him pissed off. "What the hell is wrong with you Justin? Why are you lying to me?" I said on the edge of yelling.

Justin: "What do you mean?" He said standing up from the bed too.

Me: "You know what I mean Justin, since you came in here you have been acting weird. What is it?" I asked putting my hands on my hips. He looked at the ground putting his hands in his pockets. "Justin, answer me!" I said getting a little closer. He turned away from me with his hands beside him. "Justin I am really getting pissed of, if it's something you have to tell me why don't you--"

*SNIFFLE........*

"Is Justin crying?" I thought, keeping my mouth shut afraid to say anything else. "Did I hurt his feelings?" I thought, but I quickly washed that away. I couldn't hurt his feelings, Justin is so confident. I called him 'Dumbass' 'Asshole' 'Bastard' and all of them other words before, and he never shed a tear. I stepped closer to him slowly.

Me: "Justin?" I said trying to place my hand on his shoulder, but he turned around quickly.

Justin: "Don't touch me!" He said backing away from me, like I was some ugly monster. His face was red and his eyes were red and watery, he looked so upset and angry.

Me: "Justin...." I said trying to grab his hand, but he quickly pulled away. I felt tears coming everytime he forced himself not to touch me.

Justin: "How could you? I thought you loved me? I thought you said you was going to tell me everything? You betrayed that!" He said pacing across the floor. I felt completely bewildered at this point. What was he talking about? What did he mean by betrayal?

Me: "Justin, what did I do? What do you mean?" He stopped and looked at me as if I was stupid.

Justin: "Don't play Dumb Christina, YOU KNOW WHAT HAPPENED!" He yelled making his way to the door.

What happened....?

I couldn't let him get way, he can't just be mad at me for no reason. He's just making me mad! I ran to the door trying to stop him, he was still by the door trying to open it, still with a look of hurt and deceit.

Me: " Justin what did I do?! You can't just get mad at me and cry for no reason! I don't even know what happened, stop acting like a little baby and tell me what's wrong!" I yelled full of frustration. He still had his face to the door with his hand still on the doorknob. I had enough of this.... "Fine be mad at me, I don't care. I'm getting tired of your bullshit. Call me when you aren't acting like a---"

Justin: "WHAT? A BABY?!!" He yelled, more angry then before. I looked at him. My expression changed from being angry to being scared out of my mind.

What did I do?

He looked at me like he was going to get ready to pounce, but he still kept his ground.

Justin: " No Christina, you don't come to me with that bullshit! You always think you are the fuckin' boss and expect people to follow you, I don't give a shit about your attitude!" He yelled coming closer to me, I just stood there. Looking dumfounded, he never talked to me like that. EVER! He came so close I could smell his cologne. "You know what.... I don't know why you say I act like a Baby, I'm not even sure you know what a baby even acts like.."

I gulped hard..... Is he? Will he? Does he?

Justin: "We have been together for 2 years, the best 2 years of my life. I have cared for you, loved you, stood by your side through thick and thin, that's what I tried to be..... A good boyfriend. Then I found out today, my girlfriend that I love has gotten pregnant..... 2 YEARS AGO!'' I jolted, feeling guilty as ever. "What the fuck Christina! I love you, I love you like a wife and a husband should love eachother, and it sickens me how you sit there and how you could lie to me for that long! How come you never told me you aborted our child? Why didn't you ever come to me and tell me about it? Why didn't you come for my decision?!" He looked at me with complete hate. I stood there, and didn't have an answer for none of those questions. My lip started to quiver from all the tears that was building up, I just let it flow out of my eyes, and they was coming down as hard as ever..

Me: "Justin I'm sorr---" I tried to say..

Justin: "Don't say that bullshit...'' He said hurtfully. " I thought I could trust you, I loved you like no other person would. Even your parents. You made me whole, you made me feel complete. And when I found out......." He shook his head. " I....... I felt like you killed me..." He said before he left out the door.

All I could do it sit there and cry. I knew this would eventually bit me in the ass, I never should have did that................

I never should have killed our baby......