Dirty Little Secrets...(Justin Bieber Love Story) { UNDER EDITING }

"Condolences"

 ~Justin's P.O.V~

Jaden: "Justin would you stop pacing? People are starting to think your retarded." He whispered loudly. I looked at him angrily.

Me: "How do you expect me to calm down?! My girlfriend is in this hospital possibly dead!" I yelled grabbing a few glances at a few people.

Becky: "Justin we did all that we could, But Christina is in there holding on for her life right now. All we could do is pray." She said. I looked at her and nodded my head and sat down knowing she was right. "Okay, let us all grab hands," She said clutching me and Jaden's hand. Jaden sighed.

Jaden: '' I know this may sound weird, but..... I don't know how to pray," Me and Becky looked at him as if he was stupid.

Me: "How could you not know how to pray?" I said still cringing at his confession.

Jaden: "I just don't know how," He said sighing.

Becky: "Jaden, just talk about Christina, like how you still want her to be here in our lives and how wonderful she is. We have to take our chances right now. You go first." She said. We all bowed our heads, Jaden exhaled.

Jaden: "Dear God, We love Christina and we don't want anything to happen to her. She is nice and fun, and I can't imagine my life without her. So please please let her live to 100 because I don't want her to die now. Thankyou."  I sighed loudly trying to compose my anger.

Becky: "Really? 'Let her live to 100 because I don't want her to die now?' Are you serious?" She said letting go of our once clutched hands looking at Jaden.

Jaden: "I told you I wasn't good at this," He said shrugging his shoulders. I looked at them agitated.

Becky: "Well you could have tried! You can't say that, you messed up the prayer. Now if Christina heard this--"

Me: "Would you shut up!" I whispered loudly. They turned their faces towards me, surprised at my sudden outburst. "Would you guys be a little considerate, my girlfriend could die, and you guys are just fighting about a prayer, I-I can't lose her," I choked.  Guilt washed over their faces as Becky took our hands in hers again. She closed her eyes.

Becky: "Christina.... is my best friend. She has always been there for me in my toughest moments. She has always loved me and cared. And if she dies now, I will be so heartbroken, I don't want to lose her. I don't want to lose Christina, please God, please let her be alright." She finished, I could hear her gulp loudly thinking of the tear that was about to form.

Me: " Christina has only been in my life for 2 years and I already knew she was going to be the one I was going to marry. If she leaves me, I don't know what I would do. I don't even think I could survive, if she leaves me, it's like having no water or air to breathe, it's like having no heart. If she dies....." I paused. A tear escaped my eye rolling down my reddened cheeks. My tongue suddenly went dry, and my own self wasn't able to speak.

Jaden: "Bro are you alright?" He asked concerned. Tears begin to fill my eyes as I couldn't contain them anymore.  I wiped them away as they made their way down. Becky looked at me with teary eyes.

Me: "I-I-I can't say any-anymore," I stuttered trying to gather my words. Becky grabbed me into a hug, and tapped me on my back. I hugged her back crying on her shoulder.

   I caved.......

My vision started to become blurry as more tears started to flood my eyes. Jaden came over to us and put his hand over my shoulder, rubbing it lightly. I sniffled rocking back and fourth crying hard as I ever cried before. I felt my shirt moisten as Becky's tears begin to fill it.

?: "Lopez?" A voice said. We all looked up quickly getting out of eachothers embrace. There a doctor stood before us, I sniffled getting up as Becky and Jaden followed.

Me: "Yes?" I said afraid of the doctors sad face expression. He cleared his throat.

Doctor: "Christina has a few minor injuries on her right arm and a bruised rib cage, but--"

Jaden: "So she's going to be alright?" He interrupted, I looked at the doctor curiously wanting the same answer. The doctors facial expression began to go sulky.

Doctor: "I'm afraid not. Christina isn't breathing on her own," He said. My heart dropped.

Becky: "What-What do you mean?" She asked covering her mouth.

Doctor: "I'm saying she can't breathe on her own, she's breathing only because we have her on the machine." He exclaimed. A lump made it's way to my throat as tears were begging to leave my opening eye.

Jaden: "So.... She's going to die?" He asked, asking the question that was on my mind but couldn't be spoken through my pursed lips.

Doctor: "Well, there is something that possibly save her," He said. My eyes widened but I still didn't get my hopes up.

Becky: "What is it? Anything, we will do anything!" She said hopefully. He licked his lips.

Doctor: "We have to operate," He said still with the same sulky expression. Becky jumped up and down.

Becky: "We will do it!" She said happily. I looked at the doctor as he shook his head.

Doctor: "But she may not make it." He said. Becky stopped jumping up and down and looked at him with saddened eyes.

Becky: "But, why cou--"

Doctor: "This is a treacherous operation, this could either save her or....." He sighed looking down.

Becky: "So if she doesn't go with the operation she could die, and if she does she could live or die again?" She asked wiping a tear from her eye.

Doctor: "I believe so..." He said. I could feel my body starting to shaken. Jaden looked down afraid to see my expression on my face.  Becky started to cry again holding her face as she cried her salty tears. "You have plenty of time to make up your mind..." He said before he walked away.

   I could really lose her.........

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