Thomas Brodie-Sangster Imagines COMPLETED BOOK 2

Leaving

Thomas's pov, (ik I'm starting out with Thomas's pov)

I sit on the chair, staring at her, watching her sleep. Watching her chest rise and fall, she seems so much younger, more Alive; when she sleeps. Yet she also looks pained. I see her stir slightly and then stop. She's so perfectly beautiful, in every way, I don't deserve her... All I'll do is cause her more pain, that's what's happened since the second we met, I've always caused some sort of trouble for her... I couldn't live with myself if something seriously bad happened to her. I would die. The thought of leaving her, pains me. So much... It hurts that I have to leave, but the only way she'll ever be safe is without me. I've put her through enough.

It's currently 1AM and I'm sitting here still, watching her sleep. Seeing how peaceful she looks, the way she snores slightly, like a low whistle. Watching as she clutches the blanket closer, her hand balled into a fist beside her head, the other under the pillow. Watching as she closes her legs tighter around the pillow between her legs. Seeing her hair all messy, her lips only slightly parted. She looked absolutely beautiful.

Tears stream down my cheeks as I stare at her, thinking about how much it pains me to leave. I won't leave a note, or a text, or a call. I'll just leave. It'll be better that way, I pick up the bag that's at my feet, and sling it over my shoulder. I walk over to her, careful not to step on the creaky parts of the floor. "I love you" I whisper as one of my tears falls on her cheek, and makes it oddly look as if she's crying herself. I kiss the top of her head, and walk out of our bedroom, and to the living room. I then walk out our front door, locking it behind me as I did so. Then walking to the nearest bus stop and waiting for it to come. Once it does I get on and sit at the very back, tears still falling down my cheeks.

I don't know where I'm going but I guess I'll go for as long as I can.

I somehow managed to fall asleep, and see that there are many other people on the bus now, I feel like they're staring at me... I look around confused, that's when I notice how bright it is outside...

I travel the whole day, getting so many calls and texts from y/n.. I want to answer them, so badly; but that would mean giving in and putting her in danger. I can't do that. Not to her. I listen to my headphones. Playing the song Little Do You Know, before I even realize it, the tears are falling down my cheeks. I wipe them away with my sleeve.

I get a hotel for the night, it's around 2AM when I get my room. I walk to the elevator and wait the short amount of time for the ding. Once it comes I walk down the hallway and to my room, I open it up and close the door behind me as I step inside. Locking it, I put my bag down and grab my charger to charge my phone. I lay on the bed thinking of y/n.

"Goodnight y/n" I say and then turning on my side, choking on a sob.

You pov,

"Goodnight Thomas" you whisper, tears flowing down your cheeks as you wipe away at them furiously with your sleeve. You sob loudly, yet somehow you managed to fall into slumber.