Bullied By Luke Hemmings (not connected with my girls)

Chapter 5

Katherine's POV

I watched him fade into the darkness of the night reminding me of what happened all those years ago.. I was to blame for my endless pain..or was it him not being able to let me go..
I turned around and walked home, I looked in the Windows of homes, I saw family's being happy, children playing, adults laughing..that was what my family was once upon a time. I carried on walking in the rain, Luke's words lingering in every corner of my mind..was I the selfish one?

As I walked I heard a familiar voice come from behind me. "Katherine?" It was Ashton, never in my life have I been so happy to hear someone. I ran up to him and hugged him tight crying. "Woah woah calm down" he spoke rubbing my back.

"I've fucked up big time Ash.." I whispered still balling my eyes out into his chest, he hugged me more.

"Shhhsh I'm here now" he soothed, he lifted me up and carried me home bridal style and he stayed with me the whole night, talking about the past when I was still dreading the future.

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The next day I woke up on the sofa cuddled with Ashton, shit I have school..I changed into a twenty one pilots vest, black ripped jeans, black converse, red and black flannel and I left my long brown hair down (pic at side). I woke Ashton and he hurried to school and I walked to the bus stop with one earphone in playing mayday parade and the other dangling down my chest.

I sat waiting for the bus when Luke came stomping round the corner. Uh oh. He stomped up to me and grabbed me by the hair. "Your a worthless shit! I never should've loved you! Why are you still here messing with my brain?! Go kill yourself!" He spat and dropped me, I fell to the ground and people just stared at me, I stood up and got on the bus and sat at the back and cried silently..maybe he was right..

I sat looking out the window with a tear stained face, I wondered what it would be like to be happy again..depressing as it may sound it's true..I've never been happy..all those years ago with Luke..that was the old Katherine..I wish she could've stayed..but she faded along with all my happy memories.

The tyres stopped turning, the door slowly opened revealing a prison for kids where they teach you things except how to be happy, how to love yourself..this was school.

I walked in and I could feel Luke's eyes locked on me as I strolled into school..oh how I felt so alone..so threatened. Maybe tonight it will all be over..I glanced down at my wrists and nodded to myself.