Merrisa Why?

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Merrisa's pov:
I stared out my window my mind in a blur, My feelings mixed up, and my body aching. I got several text from caleb but i ignored them.

I felt tears emerging again for the hundreth time. I couldn't take it any longer i just wanted to be gone.

Then i felt something warm on my shoulder. And i heard a whisper. ~you will get through it~ it said, i realized it sounded like my mom.

I broke down and then all hell broke lose. I grabbed a blade and started cutting the shit out of me. Blood everywhere on the carpet.

Then all of a sudden my vision became a blur. And all i heard was a small beeping sound in my brain. I could not move my body at all and my eyes became heavy...........i knew i was gone forever. I smiled....and just like that i was gone.

Caleb's pov:
I got really worried, why wasn't she answering my texts. I called her a few times but she did not answer. I figured she was sleeping
Even though it was five in the evening.

I decided to just go the the orphanage home. I ran as fast as i could. Once i got there i asked for merrisa.

They pointed down the hall
All the way at the last room.
I walked down there scared.
What if she found another guy.

Once i got there i screamed really loud. She was bleeding everywhere. The security guards ran down and looked shocked my what they saw.

"NO NO NO PLEASE TELL ME THIS IS A FUCKING JOKE." i yelled punching the wall. I felt her cold still body and knew she was gone.

(2 days later)
I laid in bed tears streaming down my face. I heard knocking on the door and i opened it. It was the mail man.

He handed me 7 envelopes.
I looked through untill i saw one with my name on it.

I opened it and i was a letter from merrisa.

~ Caleb im free now, dont grieve for me because now i am free. I followed the path god laid for me i took his hands when i heard him call for me. Then i turned my back and left it all.

I couldn't stay another day to
Laugh, to love, to work, or to play. The tasks left undone should stay that way. I found that peace at close of day

If i left sorrow behind. Fill your mind with joyful memories of us. Our friendship, our first kiss, all of these things i will miss.

I wish you the sunrise of tommorow and lots of hugs and kisses. -merrisa ann white ~

I smiled and hung up the letter in my room.

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Okay who is cutting up the onions?
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