03|hallway talks, but no pillow talks

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by Orendanonymous

by Orendanonymous

{ F r i e n d s h i p is a light in darkness; when you can't see, it will guide you}

He looks at me and I hold out my hand to shake his.
"Sorry," I mumble, "my hands are wet cause I was in the rain."
"Ah." Says Fred. I wipe my hands on my soaked dress, not a good idea. I sniffle.
"So, what brings you to this hallway?" I ask. Fred gives a small chuckle and looks at Logan's dorm.
"That's is where I am currently residing." He points to the door as he says this. I wanted to slap myself, or better yet jump off a building. Of course Fred Elway would be Logan's roommate. I give a small nod.
"So, has he ever...." My voice trails down like a plane caught on fire, crashing onto some island and killing everyone.
"Mentioned you? Yeah, all good stuff." He says and I feel an ice pick stick into my heart. Whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
"That's good." I look down into my lap, the wet fabric looking sad and gross and tired, just like me. I notice that Fred turns his head towards me, probably noticing a hot tear landing on my folded hands on my lap.
"You're going to break up with him, aren't you." It wasn't a question, but a statement. I nod my head and wipe away more rivers that are forming. I feel my chest tighten, although it could be form my push up bra, I couldn't tell the difference anymore.
"Yeah. I am." I whisper and Fred just nods. I lean my head against the wall and stare at Logan's dorm.
"I-I'm sorry." I say, still staring at the wooden door.
"You don't have to say sorry to me." Fred says. He stands up and holds his hand out toward me. I look up at him and he smiles.
"I don't want to sound like some evil executioner, but it's time." At this I can't help but give a small laugh. There he was, Fred, a light in the darkness, a star in the night sky, a friend in a world of strangers, even though I met him 5 minutes ago. I take his hand and stand up. I pick my heels off the ground and walk towards Logan's dorm, Fred walking closely behind me. My heart pounds and the butterflies in my stomach turn ravenous, twisting my guts into knots. I look back at Fred then back to the door. I lift my hand up and make a fist. I knocked. Nothing happened. I knocked again and nothing happened. Fred moves toward the door and unlocks it.
"Thanks." I say as he motions me to follow inside. Fred can't even began to say "your welcome" when I see Logan.
On the couch.
Topless.
With a girl.
And trust me, what they were doing would make our schools wrestling coach proud.
Before he even turns around I'm out of there and back outside in the pouring rain, the thunder and lighting matching my emotions. I knew I shouldn't be mad or hurt because I was the one who gave him up, but it still hurt. I was dying inside, the sweetest guy had just revealed what he truly was and it felt like your parents telling you that Santa wasn't real. It stung and blistered. And I wanted to curl up and die. I shove Fred to the side and run down stairs into the pouring rain. The clouds were my face and the pelting rain were my tears. I lost two very important people in my life. I was hurt. I was sad. I was done. I was broken.

So sorry for the painfully long update, gosh I am evil. I have been really busy with school and been binge watching Psych and Stitchers( CAMSTEN is life/OTP ). Again really sorry and the next chapter probably won't be soon but it will be coming so be waiting to tune in. So tell me, what do you think was happening and how do you like it so far?

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