Girls can't find love (A Girls Can't Novel)

04|blogs and jogs

{ P E O P L E will always be jealous of you, no matter what. If they can't have it, so shouldn't you. }

It has been two days since what I liked to dub as the worst day of my life, or something clever like Logan's wrestling match. I go to practice, to class, practice some more then sit in my room and cry. Screw that whole women don't need a man. I didn't loose just a boyfriend, but a friend, someone who I cared about. You can only be betrayed by ones who you trust. I was hurt, but I guess I didn't deserve Logan. I chose to go see Erik first. But that doesn't give him a reason to do a stunt like that, my inner voice whined. Yeah I know. I look at the clock and it reads 12:47. I've been having trouble sleeping. Sleeping pills are useless. I walk to the bathroom, slowly not to wake Kaitlin up. I wince as the light flickers on. I splash warm water on my face and assess the puffy bags under my eyes, soon not even makeup will be able to cover them. I go back to my room and pull out my laptop. And my broke heart breaks even more.

Hey freaks, sources told me that Wolf got a nasty surprise on PROM. Seems like rising star has just plummeted, like a friggin meteorite. She was dumped by King Erik (little mermaid anyone?!?!?) and found her home boy doing some unholy things with another biatch. Cmon. We all should have seen this coming. Her, and unattractive skank, and two hot guys who are totally out of her league. Ohhhhh and here's something not totally unexpected, seems like she got her naughty on with Fred. Ew, that is nasty af. Well this is your queen, looks like it's going to be raining babies soon.

Kisses,
Anon

Why. What did I do wrong? And the Fred thing? Where did that come from. How did she ( guessing "it" is a she ) know that I met Fred. We only talked and there was no one around. Only a couple of people knew about the whole Logan in bed with another because it was the highlight of his lady friends sad life and she liked to blab. And people could guess that Erik and I weren't on good terms because he always ignores me now. But that Fred thing bugged me. I'll hint about it later. I couldn't sleep so I just binged watched Supernatural because their lives are way worse than mine. And cause, I mean, have you seen the actors.... I didn't sleep that night. Just as I had done the previous. When morning came I went out and jogged. I didn't have practice till 6 and it was only 5. I liked to go to the garden. It was peaceful and calm and serene. And I could get away from everything. Just not everybody. I was sitting on one of the benches when I heard feet. I looked up and if anyone had a gun I would of shot myself....or him cause my life is more precious. Kidding, but seriously I wanted to duck and role. Guess who but none other than Erik. For reals. I pull out my phone and act like I'm texting somebody.
"I know your not texting anyone." He says.
Crap.
I look up and see Erik. He has long pants on and a hoodie. I sigh and put my phone away. I stand up and walk towards him.
"You caught me." I say. He gives a small smile.
Wanting to break the uncomfortable silence,
"How are you doing?" I ask. He gives a nod and looks at the sky then back at me.
"After you rejecting me, fine. I feel really good." He says and I cringe.
He gives a small chuckle.
"I'm fine. How are you?" He says.
"Me? Well splendid. The stupid blogger updated last night and well I felt absolutely wonderful. No self esteem problems now." I laugh. Erik looks serious.
"Your not." He says.
"Not what?" I reply.
"What the blog says about you." He looks at me and in that moment I want to hug him. To cry.
We wait in silence for a little bit. Us just gazing at eachother.
"So... you read the blog." I say and he laughs.
"Yeah I mostly just read the parts where she says I'm hot and all that." We chuckle. It was good. It was nice.
"Hey look at the time. We're going to be late for practice." He looks at me and gives me a sad smile.
"It was nice talking to you." He jogs off. So now I and alone. Again.

Bruh. Finally got another chapter. I know it has been too long. Way too long and I am very sorry. I know for a fact that I won't be posting the next chapter soon though. Gosh I am awful. Well I hope you enjoyed this chapter. Oh and another thing, I love it when you guys comment. And I also would love it if you guys made a banner for this book. I'll give you credit. Just send me the link.

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