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Chapter 1

"Felix don't you dare make me an online dating profile!" I yelled at him from across the room.

My friend, Felix, had his laptop sitting on his lap with his legs resting on the table. His face giving me a smug grin as he darts his eyes towards me then towards his laptop, repeating the same process.

"Aw come on Jack. You don't agree to go out with the men or women I introduce to you. Besides you could find someone you really like."

I just shook my head and groaned in response.

Felix is my roommate. Well, he'll not be my roommate anymore soon. You see Felix is moving out to settle in with his girlfriend, Marzia. Very lovely lady. And very pretty as I might add. Felix is lucky to have her and they were such a cute couple. I'm happy for them. I'm glad they're moving in together. But right now I wish he'd move out sooner.

He thinks that I'd be more lonely than ever when he moves out. So he thinks that it's a great idea to hook me up with someone. But I don't agree with that one bit.

The problem is that I'm afraid to go out with anyone. I've dated a couple of people back then but once they found out what my true sexuality was, they left. Now I always tell people that I'm just pansexual since I didn't want anybody questioning what my true sexuality was. They'd just laugh at me, thinking that it's a joke. But it's not. Sexuality is not a joke.

People tell me I'll be forever alone for how I am. And they're right. Not one single person I've met has been kind enough to accept me for who I am. Besides Felix and Marzia I mean. They truly have been very supportive of me and respect my sexuality. They're my true friends.

But right now Felix is just pissing me off and I wish he'd leave me and my love life alone. But he cares too much about me... Which I appreciate. But he just doesn't understand.

"Come on I promise I won't force you to hook up with anyone. Just give it a try? Please? For me?"

He gave me these pouty lips and puppy dog eyes like a child. I just gave him a cold stare before sighing loudly. "Fine. But you better keep that promise," I huffed. Felix smiled so big he went straight back to his laptop and his fingers started going lighting fast on his keyboard. Which I'm guessing he was setting up my profile now. Great. I only agreed so he can get off my back about it. He's been trying to hook me up with people but I refuse. And he's been bugging me for awhile to try online dating which I now finally agreed to. Just to get him to stop pestering me about it though. Besides he'll be the one to keep me up to date on my profile since he knows I won't bother to check it. Even log onto it for that matter.

"Alright. I put in the description that you're Irish and love video games. And that you're loud," Felix grinned while I just gave him a frown before laughing. It was true. I tend to yell a lot without meaning to. "And for your picture I kept it up to date and posted a picture of you with your new green hair." I smiled at that. I sure do love my green hair and Felix knows it. I just think I look so good in it. So it's good that he put that as my picture on my profile.

"And for your sexuality... I put pansexual," he looked up at me after he said that. Waiting for my approval for what he put down. I hesitated before nodding my head, "That's fine. I want it to say that anyways."

Felix nodded and then sat up and placed the laptop on the table. "Well you're all ready to go then! I'll make sure to check first thing tomorrow to see if anybody is interested in you." I only laughed at that, "I doubt I'd be interested in them." Felix just shook his head.

"There will be someone who'll catch your eyes. I promise."

I only looked at him. No emotion in my face because I still don't believe him. There won't be anybody that I'll fall for. Because in the end they'll just leave me. What's the point in trying?

"If you say so," I finally replied. He smiled and got up. He walked towards me and gave me a pat on my shoulder. "I promise," he said again before walking out of the living room. I heard shuffling from the other side of the house before I saw Felix come back all dressed differently. I was fixing to ask why he had changed into something a bit nicer than what he was wearing before but then I mentally smacked myself. Felix had a date tonight. I totally forgot he told me that he won't be back home until late. Which will mean I'll probably be asleep before he arrives home.

"Marzia and I are going out to eat then to a movie. So you're gonna have to venture for food for yourself tonight." He said as he went and grabbed his car keys off the counter and headed for the door. "I'll see you tomorrow Jack!" "Have fun!" I yelled back at him and watched him leave the house.

Now it's just me. I wondered what I would do all alone for the rest of the night. I got up from the chair and went to my room. Deciding that'd I crack open some new games I got while shopping the other day. I started up my PlayStation and started to play. And I played for hours.

Not realizing that it was close to one in the morning, I killed the final boss in my game before I actually looked at my phone and saw that it was very late. I got up and shut the console down and went to get ready for bed. You know just putting on pjs and brushing teeth and all that good stuff. I went back in my room after all that and found that my phone charger wasn't in here. I pondered for a moment trying to remember where I left the damn thing before I remembered I left it in the living room. I went back into the living room and saw it plugged into the outlet that I was using earlier. Walking over there I unplugged it and turned back to go to my room before I saw Felix's laptop open. I went to close it but once I was trying to close it, I guess my hand brushed over the mousepad which caused the laptop to turn on. Seeing that it opened up to the dating website and on my profile that Felix set up for me.

I don't know what caused me to do this but I refreshed the page and saw that some people were interested in me. About three to be exact. I only sighed and closed the laptop. Not even bothering to check who the people were. Why were they even interested in me anyway? I wish they weren't because now Felix is going to be bouncing off the walls when he checks his laptop tomorrow and then he'll try to get me to go out with them.

I went back into my bedroom and plugged my phone charger into the wall next to bed and charged up my phone. I jumped into bed and pulled the blanket over me and then tried getting into a comfortable position. And I tried to go to sleep but I just couldn't. I still had all these thoughts swirling around in my mind. They shouldn't even be bothering me but they are.

I regret telling Felix that it was okay to make an online dating profile for me. Now I have to deal with him trying to get me out to go have dates with them. I don't want to. They'll leave. Why bother. I just wish Felix would understand why it's hard for me... Maybe he does understand and he's just trying to find the right person for me. Maybe it'll be good if I do find another person who accepts and respects for who I am. Who am I kidding. That'll never happen. People are too cruel and selfish. They won't understand. They'll just be confused and then they'll be rude about it. Just because I can't fulfill their pleasures. I can't and I won't. It just doesn't feel right and I don't want it. But everybody else does. Everyone wants it. It's something so popular nowadays that even teens are trying it out. It's all the gossip. People love talking about. They love bragging about it. But here I am. Lost in the world because I don't want something that everyone else wants.

My name is Sean but just call me Jack and I'm asexual.

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Hey so... I don't have much to say. I just hope y'all enjoy the fic. And that this is just a short introduction I promise the chapters will get longer from here on out.