Saved By A Group Of Badboys

Chapter 8

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(Raeanne's pov)

I sat on the bed thinking of how i'm going to put this.

"I'm not normal. I'm not like everyone else." I start off. "I don't walk in this world wondering if I look okay because I don't care. I don't care what people think. They have this perfect little illusion of themselves. Thinking there better than everyone else and because I don't, they automatically think "freak." Maybe I am a freak. So what. I put other people before myself because if I was in trouble I would want someone to do the same for me. I wouldn't want them to think of the risks it would take.

So what I get bullied or abused. so what people don't care about me. All that matters is that I care. I am human. I help people that need help. I don't think about myself even when I might need to.

I don't stand up for myself. I don't fight back. They see me as an easy target because of that. I put up this wall and don't let people in because I don't want them to get hurt when I have to push them away from me. I don't expect anything out of anyone knowing someone will get hurt in the end. I have one simple rule. Don't let anyone in. Then you guys came along and broke that. you guys are different than everyone else too. You didn't look at me different. You didn't treat me different. You guys acted human. You didn't think about yourselves. You thought about me. I didn't ask you too nor did you have too. You just did. You five are like me.

Basicly what im trying to say is even though I put others before me people get the idea that I don't care about myself. Because I don't stand up for myself or fight back they see me as weak. A punching bag. A joke. But i'm not i'm human like them. They just don't act like it." I finished.

All five of them were staring at me like I had two heads and their mouths wide open.

"Damn" Jack muttered.

"did you have that speech planned out or did you wing it. Because I could have never done that." Justin said.

I gave him a small smile then suddenly I was crushed by two bodys. The twins hugged me tightly.

"We're sorry you had to go through that Raeanne but I hope you know you are strong. You're stronger than all of us combined." Jaden said softly in my ear. I smiled at him and he gave me kiss on the cheek before they got off me.

All of them awkwardly left the room besides Ryder. He got up and walked over to me.

"Why do I have a feeling you left something out?"

"I-I don't know" I stuttered. Damn the stutter! He smirked and came closer.

"Tell me" He said and sat on the bed right next to me. I swallowed and looked at him.

"Im not ready yet so please don't make me." I told him. His eyes softened and he wrapped his arms around me.

"Okay" He whispered in my ear. "But you have to promise to tell me sometime."

"I promise" I said.

Sorry Ryder but i'll probably break that promise.  

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I hope you guys liked it!

I had so much trouble on this chapter. It deleted its self two times so I had to write it three times. But you know what they say third times a charm!

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