*please respond at the end*
(Raeanne's pov)
After I washed my face I walked back into the living room and sat down by Jack again. The movie was almost over and the twins were already fast asleep on the ground and Justin was asleep on the recliner.
These boys have made my life so much better in the small amount of time that we have had together. It's going to be difficult pushing them away. I have to push them away though. Someone is going to get hurt and I don't want to be the cause of that. I don't want to hurt them. They say their going to protect me but protecting me means we're going to get attached to each other and we will get selfish and not want to leave one another. They don't need to protect me I need to protect them from myself. I can't get attached and they can't get attached.
I snap out of my thoughts and see everyone asleep. This is my chance. I have to go. I can't hurt them like I did 'him'. I push those memories to the back of my head and stand up. I make my way to the door and open it up. I step through and look at the boys sleeping.
A tear streams down my cheek and lands in the porch. I close the door quietly and make my way off the porch. The concret of the sidewalk echos with each step I take.
"Please don't go." A voice says interrupted the silence. But I knew that voice. That voice belonged to the person who found me in the classroom and that voice belonged to Haden. I stopped even though my head was telling me to keep walking. But i'm not strong enough to walk away from him. Not like this.
I couldn't face him. I was trying to run away from him. His voice was laced in sadness. No doubt it was because of me. This is what I wanted to avoid. I already hurt him so how long is it going to take for me to hurt the others?
"Umm I was just going for a walk." I said and quickly wiped away another tear.
"No you weren't. You were running away." He said. I turned around and looked at him but then I instantly regretted it. All I saw was hurt. He was hurt because of me.
"I wanted to avoid this." I said sadly.
"What being caught?" He asked. By now Haden was already in front of me.
"No I wanted to avoid hurting you guys." I stated
"And you though disappearing out of nowhere wouldn't hurt us?" He said raising his voice.
"It's better than getting attached then pushing you guys away." I say raising my voice also.
"If you don't want to hurt us so bad then why leave!?" He yelled
"Because I don't want you to end up like him!" I scream. "I just don't want you to end up like him." I whisper and more tears leak from my eyes. "He died because of me and I don't what that to be you."
"What make you think you're going to hurt us?" Haden ask
"I hurt everyone" I said sadly. "You know I had a really big flaw in my plan."
"And what was that?" He asked faking curiosity.
"I'm already attached to you guys."
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Hey guys double update!
Who do you ship her with and what should their ship name be?
Ryder
Justin
Jack
Haden
Jaden
Some random person that will pop up in the story later (State their name and a ship name)
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-BloodAngel ;)
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