Forbidden Love [DISCONTINUED]

chapter three

Eren's point of view

I looked down away from Levi's glare. Kill me. Now.

"I wish to die. I can't live anymore knowing I'm one of the titans. If I'm a threat to human kind, why am I still here. What purpose do I have...I am nothing to humans. But a monster..." I whispered.

I looked at levi who was still looking at me. "Kill me corporal I beg of you" I asked. "I can't go on knowing I'm a threat"

Levi's point or view

"Kill me...please or I'll do it myself" he begged. I could easily kill him. But for some reason I couldn't. This boy. Has gone through enough. Pain. Such as mine. I looked down at the brat. He's tired. Blaming himself. He's surely a threat but...I have faith. Slight faith. "No Jaeger" I said. He shifted his eyes to meet mine. "You're a threat yes but you're not a monster. You're still human to me" I say. He looks up at me. "I am no human" he says. I got down to my knee and looked at his wounds. "Part human, your wounds are healing fast" I say. I got the first aid kit and began to clean his wounds. I've always liked this boy. Not more than I should but his potential and his eagerness to kill all titans. It's something I want in all of my comrades.

I cleaned his wounds and got up to leave the room. This brat is a mess. "If ...if you ever have trouble again...let me know" I say. Which is weird because I don't like babysitting. He was as surprised as I was. "Yes sir" he says. "One question...am I to be kept tied up" he asks. Poor kid. I walked over and untied him. I looked at his wrists and they were badly bruised. And his ankles as well. "I'm sorry kid, just doing my job" I apologized. I walks Doug of his room and I hear him softly begin to cry. Poor kid's going to have it rough. I soon walked to my room.

Morning arose and I had to wake up my fellow comrades. "Wake up Jaeger, we got some training to do" . no response. "Jaeger, I will not hesitate to break down this door" I threatened. The door doesn't open. My patience has worn out, before I could break down the door, the door slightly opens. "Sorry sir" Jaeger apologizes weakly. "What're you doing brat" I ask. He shakes his head. "Nothing sir I'll be out in 10 minutes I'm getting ready for my duties, sir" he says. His wrists are bandaged and bloody. "Let me see" I ask. He looks up at me. "Sir?" "Let me see your wrist Jaeger!" I demanded. He hesitated but gave me his wrists. I remove the bandages "Jaeger explain this to me right now!" His wrists were cut. "I-I did it in my sleep" he says "you expect me to believe that" I say. I walked inside and locked the door. "I told you if you didn't kill me I would do it myself!" He says.

"Jaegar!" I growled. He looked just as mad. I held his wrists, I soon hovered over them and licked them Clean. His eyes were priceless. "S-Sir it hurts" he says. I brought a slight smirk on my lips. So I licked harder. "corporal..." He groaned . shit. I brought my eyes upon him and stopped licking what was left of his blood. "Problem soldier" I asked. He shook his head.

"Yes it's my blood you shouldn't ah" I began to suck on it making it swollen. After I was finished I bandaged him up. "Now come and eat, I don't plan on starving" he says. We walked down and sat down with Hanji, Armin, mikasa and Erwin. Mikasa gave a smile that I adore so much. "Hey Eren, mind helping me train later?" She asks. I simply nodded, I need to train as well. "Sure" I agreed. But Levi stepped in. "He can't today, he's going to be with me all day today" we quickly looked at Levi. "But sir, what about the meeting?" I asked. Surely he forgot. "Oh yes, well go along" he says coldly. We nod and went to go train.

(Levi's point of view)

Stupid brat. Making me forget about the meeting. But why did I say that. 'He can't today he's going to be with me all day today' . surely that made me sound possessive of some sort. But this kid. I shouldn't get too close to him. Not close at all should work. But I did agree to watch him. But this kid doesn't deserve to feel unequal. And that Mikasa chick, what is she to Eren? Girlfriend, lady friend? Why am I worried about him! It's not like I like the little bastard. Right?
No. I couldn't like him. Not even the slightest. Not after....her.

I went to go visit Erwin for plans later until I heard screaming and grunts from the training room. Hm. My little curious self decided to see what the trouble was. Simply a little peak. I snuck around the corner, it was Eren and Mikasa. She was on top of Eren while he did push ups. She was screaming at him to do more. To motivate him. She was cross legged. His veins on his arms popped out with every push up he did, as his sweat trickled down and dancing with the rhyme of his muscles. His eyes tightly closed shut as he was drenched and tired. "Come on Eren 20 more to go!" She said. He looked incredible hit when he worked out. Did I really fucking just say that!!!!???? I'm not gay!!!!

I quietly stepped out of the room.

Night crawled in and I haven't seen Eren at all after the training session. I walked over to Mikasa and made a 'tch' sound. She turns and saluted. "What can I do for you sir!" She asked. I rose a brow. "Where's the brat" I asked coldly. "I do not know sir, last I knew he was in room, Sir!" She says. "You can go now!" She saluted once more and walked away. Brat.

Eren's point of view

I sat on my bed looking at my scars. I was so weak to do this to myself. It's not like it would solve every one of my problems. I sighed. I wonder if Mikasa is looking for me. I haven't talked to her after we finished training. Maybe worse. Levi was looking for me. I would kill myself if I knew he was on a man hunt for me. All too soon. A knock was heard upon my door. "Oi, Open up brat!" He demanded. I quickly got up and opened the door and stood in position. "Why aren't you with the others as you're assigned to do" levi asked. "Sir I am finished with my duties and decided to collect myself in my ...room" I say. He rose a brow as his cold gray eyes didn't avert. "Lies brat, tell me what are you doing" he asks. He locks the door and dusted off a chair and sat in it. "Well?" As he urged me to answer. "As I said sir, I'm collecting my thoughts. Surely I want to have a clear mind before I do something I'll regret into doing" I say. Levi kept his facial expression the same. "I see, Mr.Jaeger" he says.

He looked at me. Cold and serious. "If you think you're weak and worthless, you don't belong here. If you really want to make your mother proud, prove it by serving it here and destroying every one of those titans...surely you're humanities only hope" he says leaving the room. He left me quiet. I'm humanities last hope. I can't let them down....I can't give up. Not for anyone. But for mom. I won't let you down.