chapter five; levi's feelings

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I loved eren. So much it hurt. He wasn't mine anymore. He probably wasn't from the start but I did care. Eren looked at me with sadness when I said so. Poor kid. He wanted to cry but he couldn't. I'm sorry eren. "You can go now..." He says. But I couldn't. Not in this condition. I looked at him. He didn't move . "levi....leave" he demands. I quickly leaned in and kissed him. But only this time he didn't pull away. He closes his eyes and kisses back. "Please Eren.... Don't disappear from me..." I begged. I nods. Eren pulls away and looks at me. Those beautiful eyes of his. "Levi...."

~months later~

Eren's point of view

I recovered successfully. I had scars on my face but the only one that stood out was the one that levi had cut my face from the vase. But I'm okay. It's been awkward between us. We haven't kissed since that day in the hospital. Other than that we haven't had any threats from the titans. All in other words everything's back to normal. I hope. I looked over to see Levi. He was eyeballing me and then he kept talking to hanji. Hanji also helped me recover. She's a great friend to me.

I walked over to Mikasa and she smiled sweetly to me. "Glad you're back on your feet, great to have you back Eren" she says embracing me into her arms. "Me too Mikasa, glad to be back" I say. She smiles. "It wasn't the same, I'm so used to hearing your voice but it was way too quiet without you" she says with a playful punch on the arm. "Well I'm back" I looked over and I saw levi looking at me again. This time with a slight smile on his face. It was almost too rare to see a slight smile on the corporal's face.

It made me shiver. "Something wrong eren?" Mikasa asked. I shook my head no. Surely there was. The captain was smiling at me. Am I in trouble? I looked away from his gaze. I felt my lips burn. I can't have feelings for this man. I'm still unsure to forgive him for putting me into the hospital. All because of Hanji, but I can't stay mad at her.

I walked into the hallway to go finish my duties . I was tired. But I want to finish early so I could rest. I walked over to the stalls and saw they are sale easy clean. Levi standard clean. This was my assigned duty, who did this. "I did this if that's what you're so seeing" a low voice said. Corporal. "Sir, I could've done it" I said. He shook his head. "Not in your condition. . ." he says. He leaned against one of the stalls. His shirt was slightly unbuttoned and he had his hair wrapped as if he finished cleaning something. I looked away hiding my slight blushed cheeks. He walked over and placed his hands on my waist. "Sir?" I asked nervously. "Hm?" He asks. "What exactly are you doing" I asked . he shrugs. "Can't you see...." He asks.
"What do you think I'm doing?"
"..."
"Answer me" he demanded.
"Something I refuse to say" he pushed me against the floor inside the stalls so we were hidden. He grabbed a whip and traced it on my behind.
"Answer me Jaeger I won't hesitate" he says coldly into my ear.

"I think you want to be inside me....sir" I say.

I hear him chuckle. Oh god..

"Damn right I do" he says . he began to grind behind me. "Tell me my little brat, are you gay for me" he asks. I whimper as he grabbed me. He squeezed as I didn't answer. "I don't k-know sir!" I yelped. I hear him chuckle. "Let me answer that for you..." He flipped me over and began to kiss my neck. "S-sir...." I moaned. Fuck I didn't mean to moan! He smirked and unbuttoned everything....leaving me stark naked under him. He began to fiddle with my body. Oh god...his fingers. He ran his hands down to my hips and brought me closer to his body. He stripped as well but leaving half of his pants off. Only enough to let him self free. He's so big....but I'm a virgin! "Corporal I'm a virgin...this isn't right you're my captain!" I protested. He smirked. He licked his fingers and shoved them inside of me. "O-oh god levi!" I screamed. He began to pump them in and of of my throbbing body. "Ah~ahh"

He took them out and I felt so empty. "Now you're loose enough" he says before putting the tip in. I pulled him closer so now my arms are around his neck. I wrapped my legs around his hard pale body. "I Want to fuck you hard...." He says before shoving himself in. I bit into his shoulder so I couldn't scream. He growled as I felt a little bit of blood in my mouth. He began to move as I adjusted. I fell back into the floor and threw my head back. "Oh corporal..." I groaned.

His body fit with mine

"Eren..." He moaned under his breath as he quickened the pace. His face was flushed and his hair covered parts of his face. He pulled my face close to his and kissed me . he slid his tongue into my mouth as our tongues danced he laced his fingers with mine. "Mm~levi" I said in between the kiss. I feel him stiffen. "Levi please don't stop" I begged. He seemed to be turned on by my words. He went faster. And faster . and faster.
Harder. And harder. And harder.

"Lev~i I'm about to come!" I cried out as he pumped my member. I felt my self release all over my stomach. He soon came after. Both breathless and panting. He looked into my eyes. "Brat..." Before pulling me into a kiss.

"Levi?"

"What."

"Round two?" I asked breathless. He smirked and we got dressed to finish in his room..

~quick but I wanted to write the next chapter....added some smut to make it interesting ;) enjoy!~

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