Forbidden Love [DISCONTINUED]

chapter fourteen.

Months have passed, and eren was a free man. He killed the titans over the course of the time he was kept imprisoned. Today marks the anniversary of his time serving us, he is free to leave the military. He is no longer needed, he is no longer considered a monster, But humanities hero. Eren was cured, Hanji found and brewed it in a matter of months. He didn't want to leave the military, he loved it here.
I knew Eren fought against it but, it's not his decision. It was depressing for us. I can't leave, as my time here is up to the court. Until I'm no longer useful. There is no Titans on this earth . what would life be for us? Normal civilians? Most likely. We've done our part. It was depressing. Everyone was leaving except for Erwin and I. I walked down to Eren's dungeon. The times I've made love to him. The times he's cried, suicide attempts down here until he was moved into a proper room. I walked up into his room afterwards, to see him asleep. He looks so peaceful. I'm going to miss him. So much. His cockiness, humor, happiness...but his smile. I'm going to miss, Eren. I walked over and pushed a lock if his chestnut hair behind his face ad I listened to his faint snores. Heh. I can't live without this boy. I love him. I do. It's painful to let go, but I'm still needed here for some odd reason. I love you, Eren.

But i have to let you go...

Jaeger's POV

I heard slight movement. Surely I wasn't in a deep sleep. My eyes fiddled and then opened. To meet those sterling silver eyes I could stare at forever. "Hey, levi" I said, stretching out. His slight chuckle was good enough for me to blush. "So I guess this is it levi, you an I are leaving...humanity is no longer fearing those titans" I say, with a big smile. He smiles back but soon fades. "What's wrong, Levi?" I asked. He sighs. "I'm so happy that we don't have to fear but, Eren I can't leave this place...you and the others are leaving other than Erwin" he says. What?
"Wait so you're not leaving?" I asked. He closed his eyes and looked down. "Levi, you can't I love you!" I blurted out. He looked up meeting my eyes. "I love you too eren, but I'm not allowed to leave..I have to let you go" he said. I felt a pain in my chest. It made me wince. I felt tears fill up my eyes and I looked away. "I love you eren, it pains me as well...I tried to convince them but they have their mind set...I'm s-sorry please don't cry E-eren" he's crying...he never cries. I took his face and kissed him. He kisses back as well, until I part from him. "If you have to let me go...don't forget about me Levi...we'll meet again" I say he cried more and embraced me. Holding me tight. I can't leave levi..I just can't. ...

This was ten years ago.

I live in the village now...they soon torn down the entrance of the wall, Armin and Mikasa are together and made a family. As for me, I have a child. No wife or husband. I adopted him. His name is Prince. Prince A. Jaeger. A as for Ackerman. I miss Levi...I haven't seen or heard from him since the day I left. I feel him watching me but I don't ever see him. Levi...I hope you're okay. I soon felt a Tug on my shirt as I was looking at the sky. "Yes, Prince?" I asked. He rubbed his tiredly eyes and stared upon me. "Daddy, I had a nightmare. . ." he whispered. I smiled and picked him up, letting him in my arms. "It's okay, it's only a ...dream"

Prince is my happiness. He has almost black hair, shining green eyes somewhat like mine..his personality is outgoing. As well as his age, he's only 4. I sighed and looked out once more. I feel you're happy levi. I don't know if you're alive...or dead. But smile for me.

Levi's POV

I stared down at the village from above. I'm not dead if that's what you're thinking. I've been watching eren, not like a stalker kind of way, but for his protection. The court wanted me to finish my time here. Surely my time is almost up. I have a month left. My retirement. It's been ten years since I've touched eren. Loved him or heard his voice. I've watched from a distance. I see he has a family now. A son as I can see. But where's his girlfriend? Wife? Boyfriend...whoever he's the father to. I wonder what his name is? It's morning already, the newly built school is about to start, so I decided to watch the kid. I hid on top of a house and watched eren walk him to school. They stopped, and I soon listened. "Prince, you have to go to school" eren says, looking tired.
"Daddy, but I hate people" he says. I like this kid. Prince I see.
"Prince just for a little while then you can come home, please" eren said tiredly. Prince sighs and nods. "Yes daddy"

Eren kisses his for head and watched prince run off to the building. Eren turned around and I'm guessing back home. My eren, all grown up. He should be 25 now. I followed eren home and watched him through a window. He started to clean, to my standards. He still hasn't adjusted. He soon dusted a painting..which was me? It was colorful but eyes were dull.
My eyes looked cold, but I behind that...I was simply pure. Happiness and joy. Is that what Eren saw in me? He yawned and collapsed onto the bed. He looks peaceful..until I saw a tear stroll down his eyes. Is he sad? I looked harder until he began to speak. "Levi...please..come back" he whispered. My heart stopped. He still remembers me.

"Please...I can't stand it anymore....it's been so long...s-so long"

It pained me. He's crying for my return.

"I'm sure you're busy but....please"

Please what eren.

"Let me love you again..."

"Eren..."

His head shot up..."l-levi?'

He ran outside and I hid. His eyes filled with excitement, soon fell when he didn't see me. He looked down and clenched his left side of his chest with his hand and tears began to fall.

"If only you could see the child I'm raising, he's a good kid. His name is Prince A. Jaeger. You should know what the A stands for if you ever meet him. But if we don't....just know that from the bottom of my heart, I love you, no one will change that" he says. I furrowed my brows and my vision got blurry. "I love you too Eren..." I whispered. He sighs and wipes his tears. I couldn't take it, I jumped down and embraced him in my arms.

"I love you, you shitty brat!" I kissed him passionately and pushed him inside, closing the door behind me. He pull away and his eyes were watery, "Levi... Oh my god!" He embraced me and cried in my chest. "You're here, you're actually here..." He whined. I held him tightly and kissed his sweet soft hair.
"Eren I've been with you the whole time..." I admitted. He chuckles and wipes away his tears. "Kinda figured, I had the feeling of someone watching me" he says, I laugh softly and kissed him. "Eren I'm not supposed to be here, but I'll tell you one thing, in one month I'll be a free man. I could love you and makeup the years of not touching you...kissing you...telling you I love you" I say. "Wait a little longer and I'll be home"

Home.

Home...