|The Dark Side: Kylo Ren X Reader|

Part 8

Aww. I just saw a clip of Adam Driver on SNL, the undercover boss one 😂 So cute!

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Kylo Ren decided to stay a while longer in your room, he knew he should get back to his room to sleep but he couldn't bring himself to leave. "... So yeah, that's how I know Poe Dameron" you said, after explaining the reason of how you know the other man. Kylo Ren couldn't shake the thought of you loving this Poe guy, the way you talked about him just made him feel uneasy.  At least, there you were infront ot him and you chose the dark side even when Dameron pleaded. "Are you listening to me Ren?"  You asked "Of course I am" he answered with a small chuckle. 

"Um can I ask you something?" You asked, looking at the ground "Yes, ask away" He said, with a small smile. "Why did you throw that anger tantrum? I-I mean you don't have to tell me but-- " You started blabbering but Ren put his index finger over your lips to silence you "The base" was all he said before he stood up "Oh" you said softly. You thought it would be something more.. Interesting. You yawned softly, letting sleep get to you.

"Goodnight (Y/n)" Ren said but when he looked at you, you were already asleep. He felt a warm feeling in his stomach when he looked at you but he shoke his head lightly. "I won't let myself become weak" he mumbled, the hate in his words was clear. Kylo Ren was no doubt confused about his feelings for you, he has never felt this way towards someone else. He was going to brush your hair but he stopped himself midway and turned around to leave. 

|Kylo Ren's POV| 

I need to get my mind off her but how, when all I can think of is her. I walked to the area where General Hux was "I see you've grown a little too fond of the apprentice" he said monotonely "What makes you say that" I replied, "Throwing a tantrum over a small base that isn't important? Seems a little too.. over excessive, in my opinion" he said with a smirk that made me feel angry, I just wanted to kill him on the spot. "Anyways, Lord Snoke wants to speak to you" he said, walking away to the 'meeting room' and I followed after. I entered the room and there was the hologram of Snoke sitting on his chair. "Kylo Ren.. Hux tells me that you've been distracted by the girl.." He said. "She does not distract me" I replied, my hands became fists. I don't love her, I don't..I shouldn't.. I won't. 

"Kylo Ren, don't dissapoint me. Train the girl so she can be one of your knights, she needs to be on the dark side completely. Don't let your weak feelings get in the way" he said and the hologram turned off.  I walked away from the room, my "feelings" won't get in the way of anything. They certainly won't get in the way of me becoming more powerful. Those "feelings" need to go away soon.

She doesn't distract me. I'm merely... playing with her in a way.. Yeah, that's it. That must be the reason, I can't 'love' someone. The idea of being capable of love sickens me.

 "Besides, she's only my apprentice. I can't have some sappy feelings for her" 

| The Next Day | 

You woke up to someone knocking harshly on your door  "Ugh yes?" You called out, standing up and stretching "Training begins in 30 minutes so hurry up!" The voice belonging to Kylo Ren yelled, his footsteps seemed lighter as he walked away. You groaned, hurrying up to get dressed because you were NOT about to stay around and wait for him to burst into your room. You didn't even bother brushing your hair as you put on some black pants and shirt. Yesterday night seemed like a blur, you thought as you brushed your teeth, all you could remember was Kylo Ren being awfully sweet to you.

Kylo Ren. 

The name seemed to give you butterflies now, you shoke your head softly "What seems different? Do I.. have feelings for him??" You thought to yourself with a pink blush and a smile. 

"I guess.. I do have feelings for him"